HUIJUAN.Tan
#23
22.o5.1989
Friday, December 26, 2014
Alone in the office on a christmas day.
Thinking of the past when there will always be celebrations with friends.
There seemed to be no one whom I can turn to now.
I think I have become friendless.
Pathetic piece of shit.
BYE.
♥ , heart to heart.
Monday, August 6, 2012
It have been almost a month. Its hard to let go but it seems like we just have to.
I know I have hurt you very much. I am sorry. Forgive me.
Everyone thinks that its my fault anyway even my own family.
Have been going out for supper almost daily.
If I get my license and owns a car, I think it will become a daily affair & I will not have to think about slimming down anymore.
This is life to me, but parents are always nagging. I think I dont care but the feeling sucks.
If I dont enjoy my life now, then when will I get the chance to?
I dont want everyday to be just about work and home.
Just got our bonus. No news of promotion for this year. Thanks to all the nonsense that happened.
Bonus money will be used up mad fast for sure. Parents arent working anymore.
Tan Hui Juan gonna support the whole household ):
Fucking stressed up at work when my boss isnt around. Everything comes to me.
Good experience gained but going crazy. I love my job still and I hope that my career will progress smoothly.
I want to take back driving lessons and get my license. One time pass please.
Say how much also no use. But I really miss my 2Bs fucking much !
I wished we didnt grow up. I wished we stayed as how we were in secondary school times.
Everyone is busy with his/her own life now. Growing up sucks.
I know I have hurt you very much. I am sorry. Forgive me.
Everyone thinks that its my fault anyway even my own family.
Have been going out for supper almost daily.
If I get my license and owns a car, I think it will become a daily affair & I will not have to think about slimming down anymore.
This is life to me, but parents are always nagging. I think I dont care but the feeling sucks.
If I dont enjoy my life now, then when will I get the chance to?
I dont want everyday to be just about work and home.
Just got our bonus. No news of promotion for this year. Thanks to all the nonsense that happened.
Bonus money will be used up mad fast for sure. Parents arent working anymore.
Tan Hui Juan gonna support the whole household ):
Fucking stressed up at work when my boss isnt around. Everything comes to me.
Good experience gained but going crazy. I love my job still and I hope that my career will progress smoothly.
I want to take back driving lessons and get my license. One time pass please.
Say how much also no use. But I really miss my 2Bs fucking much !
I wished we didnt grow up. I wished we stayed as how we were in secondary school times.
Everyone is busy with his/her own life now. Growing up sucks.
♥ , heart to heart.
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
somehow, things have come to an end.
nobody expected this to happen.
sometimes things are just out of our control.
the one who wanted and yet was the one who cannot take it.
stupid seriously.
i hope no matter what it is, we will still live on happily.
if we are meant to be together, eventually we still will be.
meanwhile, let it be. there is nothing we can do.
i dont actually know what i should do too.
nobody expected this to happen.
sometimes things are just out of our control.
the one who wanted and yet was the one who cannot take it.
stupid seriously.
i hope no matter what it is, we will still live on happily.
if we are meant to be together, eventually we still will be.
meanwhile, let it be. there is nothing we can do.
i dont actually know what i should do too.
♥ , heart to heart.
Sunday, July 8, 2012
回到过去 :.
it feels like i have gone b to how i used t lead my life.
out having supper and mahjong overnight ; this is life !
i like the way how life is now and am enjoying it with the company around me.
thanks to you people, adding colors to my life. no more daily routine of just work and home.
wait for me to get my license, my turn t drive you all okay. =D
i miss my 2bs. hope to see all of you guys soon. <3
whatever will be, will be.
it feels like i have gone b to how i used t lead my life.
out having supper and mahjong overnight ; this is life !
i like the way how life is now and am enjoying it with the company around me.
thanks to you people, adding colors to my life. no more daily routine of just work and home.
wait for me to get my license, my turn t drive you all okay. =D
i miss my 2bs. hope to see all of you guys soon. <3
whatever will be, will be.
♥ , heart to heart.
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Suddenly I feel like blogging or rather finally have the time to after so long.
Work is taking up so much of my time & energy that my daily routine is just work & home.
Unless its weekends & I will be with my Lgw after work.
There are always never ending tasks for me to do especially when it's month end.
I wished I can just work part time but there is no such thing as part time for my position.
Sometimes, its just so stress and tiring that the eyes will become 水翁翁.
Nothing is easy. Working hard to achieve what I want to be & I hope the day will come soon.
I am really glad that I've met this super nice boyfriend of mine, Shawn Liang Gong Wei.
From the very start even before we officially got together, there were already problems arising.
Its so hard to make a relationship work out well when there are people who're trying to spoil it.
I have no idea why I have to be in this kind of relationship. I just want a simple one, just 2 of us.
Even when we have already been together for 20months, the problem is still there.
This will always be the barrier between us I supposed.
I hope all these shits will end real soon so that there will be no more unhappiness.
Still, I will always remember all the sweetest thing that have happened & all that you have done for me. Always giving me the best of everything.
Thank you Baby.
Cant wait for the time for you to finish your NS then we can have more time together.
*I Love You*
Work is taking up so much of my time & energy that my daily routine is just work & home.
Unless its weekends & I will be with my Lgw after work.
There are always never ending tasks for me to do especially when it's month end.
I wished I can just work part time but there is no such thing as part time for my position.
Sometimes, its just so stress and tiring that the eyes will become 水翁翁.
Nothing is easy. Working hard to achieve what I want to be & I hope the day will come soon.
I am really glad that I've met this super nice boyfriend of mine, Shawn Liang Gong Wei.
From the very start even before we officially got together, there were already problems arising.
Its so hard to make a relationship work out well when there are people who're trying to spoil it.
I have no idea why I have to be in this kind of relationship. I just want a simple one, just 2 of us.
Even when we have already been together for 20months, the problem is still there.
This will always be the barrier between us I supposed.
I hope all these shits will end real soon so that there will be no more unhappiness.
Still, I will always remember all the sweetest thing that have happened & all that you have done for me. Always giving me the best of everything.
Thank you Baby.
Cant wait for the time for you to finish your NS then we can have more time together.
*I Love You*
♥ , heart to heart.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
After 11 years later, I went to NDP again.
Thou this time is just the 3rd rehearsal but I think its quite great.
And even more great with my lover and sister and her bf.
Love the fireworks ! Nothing else can be nicer than fireworks.
Great time with my cashiers going to eat nice food.
Becoming more and more fat.
Love food, no choice.
Spent the whole weekend with Bf.
Its nice not having to work when Bf is out.
If not we wouldnt have time to be together.
I miss you baby.
♥ , heart to heart.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Happy 16th Months Baby.
I Love You.
Thanks for being for understanding even when I throw temper at you.
You will always do all you can to make me be happy.
I dont know how life will be like if I were to lose you one day.
Hoping that this will never ever happen.
Hoping that this will never ever happen.
I just wanna be with you for the rest of my life.
Busy working as usual. Store business have improved alot.
Workload increase alot too.
Hope my coming increment will increase alot too. =D
Hope my coming increment will increase alot too. =D
Going to HK next month ; company team leader retreat
Too bad I cant extend for additional 3 more days.
Money not enough. Thanks to some bastard cashier at work.
And I had to pay a sum of money. F you !
Shall save money for the trip with love overseas at the end of the year I hope.
Looking on the brighter side, my boss have been damn nice to me.
To the extend that people thinks that he is bias or that he only looks after me.
He is just very nice. Glad that Im working with nice boss at least.
Colleagues wont always be nice but a nice boss is good enough I guess.
I havent been meeting my friends as much as I used to like last time.
After starting this full time job and that having to work on weekends usually.
My life becomes like sleep -> work and vice versa.
Boring life I have thanks to work but I guess this is what everyone will become of when we grow.
Having to work so hard just to earn the money for our living.
Im always asking my cashiers ; why do we have to work. why everyth needs money.
It makes life so somehow miserable.
Money always cause things to turn from good to bad.
My dear friends, I miss you guys alot.
Though I have not been meeting you people but I do still treasure our friendship & I care.
My 2B love oness, my ite group of basketball buddies and all the many.
LOVEEE (:
Dear Boyfriend,
pls dont let my dream come true.
I need you ("v")
Labels: Impt people in my life. I love you all.
♥ , heart to heart.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Boy went outfield. Miss you Ah Liang. Hope you are feeling alright. Your friend will be fine in another place. R.I.P Stanley. Unknowingly, have been together with B for 14months. Totally didnt expected that we will come this far. Hope we will walk on forever together hand in hand. Loving you deeply always till the end of time. Only you can make me laugh my unhappiness away. Thanks Baby. Come back soon. Cant wait for you to be back. Its gonna be a fun week this weekend. C: Cant wait for the time to come. Happy ! Love.You.Liang.Gw
♥ , heart to heart.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Havent update my blog for 4 months.
Weekdays work work work.
Weekends meet Baby.
Baby went to India for 20days.
9 more days then he will be back.
Hope the time pass fast.
I miss you lots !
Thanks for all the everything.
Never expect that we will go through tgt all this time.
13 months and counting..
The little things is all the deep deep love.
Getting used to my work though the work load is still heavy
Still love my job
Hope the good news will come (:
Baby i miss you. Hurry back !
I miss the past w my GirlFriends.
Weekdays work work work.
Weekends meet Baby.
Baby went to India for 20days.
9 more days then he will be back.
Hope the time pass fast.
I miss you lots !
Thanks for all the everything.
Never expect that we will go through tgt all this time.
13 months and counting..
The little things is all the deep deep love.
Getting used to my work though the work load is still heavy
Still love my job
Hope the good news will come (:
Baby i miss you. Hurry back !
I miss the past w my GirlFriends.
♥ , heart to heart.
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Have been busy working everyday from Monday to Saturday
Most of the stuffs are done. Waiting for staffs to report to the branch
Store will open around mid or late november
Gonna chiong like mad without any off days after this week of 5 off days
I miss meeting up with my friends
I love you boyfriend. Bringing me to shopping & buy clothes for me
Thanks for the everything Dearest
8 more days to 9 months <3
Most of the stuffs are done. Waiting for staffs to report to the branch
Store will open around mid or late november
Gonna chiong like mad without any off days after this week of 5 off days
I miss meeting up with my friends
I love you boyfriend. Bringing me to shopping & buy clothes for me
Thanks for the everything Dearest
8 more days to 9 months <3
♥ , heart to heart.
Monday, October 25, 2010
nothing much to blog about, its always the same things happening
at serangoon doing set up since early october till now
opening will be on 18th nov. come and visit. happening very
work days will me monday to saturday for this month
being together with lgw is always the happiest moment
love you dearest.
at serangoon doing set up since early october till now
opening will be on 18th nov. come and visit. happening very
work days will me monday to saturday for this month
being together with lgw is always the happiest moment
love you dearest.
♥ , heart to heart.
Friday, October 8, 2010
Yes I know, my blog is dying.
Attached at Bedok branch since August and now its coming to an end.
Time to be over to my own home, Serangoon new branch for the setting up.
Soon my blog will be dead I supposed.
Once over to Serangoon, its gonna be "Rock & Roll " as what my boss said.
Busy very gonna be.
People, visit me at Serangoon.
No more Hougang point nor Amk Hub nor Bedok.
Looking forward to go to my new home.
And yes, I am still with my Lgw.
First time that I am in a r/s for 8months & counting.
Thank you for the everything that you've done for me.
I love you dearest. ("v")
Attached at Bedok branch since August and now its coming to an end.
Time to be over to my own home, Serangoon new branch for the setting up.
Soon my blog will be dead I supposed.
Once over to Serangoon, its gonna be "Rock & Roll " as what my boss said.
Busy very gonna be.
People, visit me at Serangoon.
No more Hougang point nor Amk Hub nor Bedok.
Looking forward to go to my new home.
And yes, I am still with my Lgw.
First time that I am in a r/s for 8months & counting.
Thank you for the everything that you've done for me.
I love you dearest. ("v")
♥ , heart to heart.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Happy 22nd Birthday Kenneth Tang !
Waiting for your good news ahh (:
Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D
Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !
Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest
I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)
Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.
Goodnights
Waiting for your good news ahh (:
Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D
Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !
Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest
I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)
Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.
Goodnights
♥ , heart to heart.
Happy 22nd Birthday Kenneth Tang !
Waiting for your good news ahh (:
Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D
Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !
Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest
I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)
Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.
Goodnights
Waiting for your good news ahh (:
Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D
Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !
Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest
I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)
Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.
Goodnights
♥ , heart to heart.
Happy 22nd Birthday Kenneth Tang !
Waiting for your good news ahh (:
Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D
Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !
Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest
I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)
Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.
Goodnights
Waiting for your good news ahh (:
Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D
Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !
Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest
I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)
Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.
Goodnights
♥ , heart to heart.
Happy 22nd Birthday Kenneth Tang !
Waiting for your good news ahh (:
Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D
Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !
Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest
I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)
Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.
Goodnights
Waiting for your good news ahh (:
Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D
Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !
Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest
I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)
Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.
Goodnights
♥ , heart to heart.
Happy 22nd Birthday Kenneth Tang !
Waiting for your good news ahh (:
Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D
Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !
Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest
I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)
Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.
Goodnights
Waiting for your good news ahh (:
Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D
Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !
Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest
I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)
Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.
Goodnights
♥ , heart to heart.
Happy 22nd Birthday Kenneth Tang !
Waiting for your good news ahh (:
Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D
Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !
Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest
I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)
Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.
Goodnights
Waiting for your good news ahh (:
Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D
Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !
Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest
I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)
Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.
Goodnights
♥ , heart to heart.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Certified Service Professional course from 28th june to 2nd july
Was super tiring that I blacked out on the last day of the course
In the train, on the way down to Redhill with my cashier
Blacked out and start to have high fever all the way for 4days
I dont know who knows, who bothers & where are my friends
Who reads my blog and who cares?
Boyfriend POP already.
& thanks to the stupid fever, he had to take care of me for the whole night
wipe me with wet ice cold water handkechief
Thank you very much my love !
Everyday with boyfriend during his block leave
Now he is posted to another camp & have to stay in
So not used to it again
Flying to vietnam at 7.3oam later & have to be at the airport at 5.35am
Have yet to pack my stuff
Tired, stomach cramp & lazy
I want you ! ("v")
My friends, I miss the time when we always meet up.
Was super tiring that I blacked out on the last day of the course
In the train, on the way down to Redhill with my cashier
Blacked out and start to have high fever all the way for 4days
I dont know who knows, who bothers & where are my friends
Who reads my blog and who cares?
Boyfriend POP already.
& thanks to the stupid fever, he had to take care of me for the whole night
wipe me with wet ice cold water handkechief
Thank you very much my love !
Everyday with boyfriend during his block leave
Now he is posted to another camp & have to stay in
So not used to it again
Flying to vietnam at 7.3oam later & have to be at the airport at 5.35am
Have yet to pack my stuff
Tired, stomach cramp & lazy
I want you ! ("v")
My friends, I miss the time when we always meet up.
♥ , heart to heart.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Two hands to clap
Two hearts to love
Everything to do together is just sweet
Who will cry with you & hug you so tightly
You will feel that you've found the right one
I just want to be with you for the rest of my life
Promise, I will never leave you, Liang Gong Wei ("v")
♥ , heart to heart.