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HUIJUAN.Tan
#23
22.o5.1989


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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

tired i am very ultra super ; not only today but these few days and idk why
class from 12.15pm to 3.15pm then meet father and mother at hgmall
packed food and father bought bah kwa ~ loving it
back home around 5.3opm, had my first meal for the day
rested for awhile then out to amk with father and mother for meet-the-MP session
stayed there for like 4hours, superly tired-ed

idk what to use for project, what to put into the presentation slides
projects sucks, this sucks, that sucks
school would be much better without projects/presentations
i would be more happy, i rather bury myself in books studying for exams
goodnights

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Monday, June 29, 2009


Monday Blues ; Too Much Fun Over The Weekend Leads To NO Fun On Monday
Accounting Class From 3.30pm to 6.3opm & Im So Proud Of Myself
Went For The Entire 3Hours Even When ChongLing & Michelle Didnt Attend
Back Home, Nice Dinner My Favourite Foods - Sweet Sour Pork, Claypot Tofu, PrawnBall
Im Full And I Think Im Growing Fat Again
Have Been Eating Since I Went To Genting And Till Today
Eat Like A Pig ; I Dont Want To Be Fat ! Go Away ~
Tired And Restless Everyday
Same Old Things To Be Stress About And Forver Last Minute Still Not Done
Goodbye

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

Girls Gathering At Sembawang Shopping Centre For Lunch At ASTONS
Carrie.Aw, XueYing.Yap, Joleen.Tan, Wendy.Neo, Jerine.Lim, Amy.Chua & xY's Bf
Make Noise In The Mall Like What We Always Do & Some Of Them Shopped
I Also Want To Shop ; No Money, No Talk ):

Then Amy & Jerine Went To Town , xY & Her Bf To Bbq
Rest Of Us Continued Walking Around & Went To Daiso Because Of Joleen
That Girl Who Never Spend Money Will DIE !
Thanks For The Grass Jelly Drink Treat <3

Wendy & Joleen Went Home Then Carrie & Me Went To Yishun Library
Surprise That Tan Hui Juan Will Go Library Huh, I Did Read & Borrowed A Book
And Its Under Carrie's Card Cause I Owe Fine Of About 10$ So Im Not Allowed
But That Book Is For Project & Hope It Will Help At Least A Little
Want To Read Storybook But I Guess I Will Not Have The Time To

Madonalds Meal Shared w Carrie As We Were Both Hungry
But Had Food At Home For Dinner ; Thanks For The Treat <3

Back Home Around 7plus When I Had Bread w Curry Fish
Then I Went To Sleep Till 10plus When Mummy Wake Me Up

Projects Forever Un-Done & Exams Coming In Three More Weeks
I Want To Start Studying For Exams But All Cause Of The Sucks Project
Seriously Hate It !

Okay Finished Ranting ; Goodnights

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Saturday, June 27, 2009

I am bored whenever I am at home cause I have nothing interesting to do
Supposedly I should be doing projects but I dont have the mood to
I am lazy and tired and bored till I want to bang the wall

Anway, went down to Tampines to basketball with :
ChangLong.Lim, Edric.Tan, Junwei.Tan, Kelvin.Koh
Kelvin.Lee, Kenneth.Tang, WahWee.Tan & KaiHuai
see all your names BIG BIG ; i never only blog about other people hor =x
basketball with them is always fun and laughters
junwei is always nian-ing to me, grrrrr
I hope this arent the last gathering before you guys go into army
More more more basketball-ing and gatherings =D
you all are great friends i will always remember ! <3

Goodnights

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Friday, June 26, 2009

Finally the last weekday of the week ; School at noon to show our quarter done project
Then back home around evening
Nothing happening for the day to blog about
Goodnights

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Thursday, June 25, 2009

Thursday ; No Lessons Day
Bad Tummy Ache Early In The Morning When The Sun Was Not Even Out
So Terrible Pain That I Feel As If Im Going To Black Out
Keep Waking Up & Diarhea for 3-4 Times ; Ass Pain !

Michelle & ChongLing Came Over For Project At Noon But We Did Only Little Work
Still Many Much To Be Done And Im Rushing It Now To Show Lecturer Tomorrow
Headache and Dizzy ; Im Tired !
Last Minute Project Sucks, Its Early In The Morning Already
Yet Project Is Undone For Tomorrow

Anyway Movie-ed At Yishun Golden Village In The Late Evening with :
Audrey, Carrie, Wendy, HeeChai, Roger, ShengZhi, Welfred, ZiYang
My First Proper Meal For The Day At 925 After Movie ; FishBall Noodle
Fred Came Over To Fetch Me Down Before Movie & Ziyang Sent Me Home
Thank You Both ! =D

Goodnights

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

It is just a normal day and got nothing much to blog about when I never go out
3 hours in school ; 1.5 hours travelling and the rest of the day at home
Planned to go to sleep 2 hours ago but Im still awake here now at 3.34am
Yawn so much that I look like I am crying
Goodnightssssssssss

RP & NYP both implemented E-Learning & students need not go to school because of H1N1
When is MDIS's turn ? ; I am waiting


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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

GENTING ; Jump & Fun !

Tuesday ; Back To School ; Communications & Food and Beverage from 12.15 to 6.30pm
Couldnt Get Out Of Bed Till 11am In The Morning, Went To School Myself & Was Late
Falling Asleep On The Train ; In Class ; On The Train Back Home
It Is So Tiring To Go To School After Coming Back From A Holiday
And Especially When I Sleep Only At 4plus This Morning
Photos Have Yet To Be Uploaded, Upload When Cousin Finish Sending Me Everything
Projects Have Yet To Be Done & Due Date Is Getting Nearer
Grrrrrrr I Dont Like Projects !
I am tired & Goodnights

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Monday, June 22, 2009


Tan Hui Juan Is Back !
FIRST DAY
AMK Central to take our WTS bus at 6am & off to Genting !
With my whole family + two cousins + two aunty
Reached Genting at 12.15pm after the long long journey in the super comfortable bus =D
Checked-in First World Hotel, unpacked and lunch at the - Happy Valley Restaurant -
Outdoor theme park with cousins and sister but I played only three rides
Pirate Ship & Ghostly Ride & A ride that sit alone on a small thing dont know call what
Scared like madness on the Pirate Ship ride ; whoever is laughing now, watch out ah !
Ghostly ride isnt scary at all and it is just a short round inside some skeleton stuffs
So I only played this three rides & waited for them to play all those OMG games
Then I was so super lucky that my period came to visit me out of a sudden ):
Make me cramp & pms that I cried when father sort of scolded me when its not my fault
Dinner at - Tong Luo Wan Restaurant - then off to shopping & Coffeebean to slack
Back to hotel in the late midnight / early dawn & off to dreamland

SECOND DAY
Brunch at - Happy Valley Restaurant - again cause the food is yummy yummy
Then shopping for the whole day till 8pm when we went for dinner at some foodcourt
Had this grilling stone that you can order Salmon/Chicken/Beef & cook it yourself
Shopped around again & got myself a JunkFood Tee + a pair of sandals
Coffeebean at the outdoor to enjoy in the coldness & photos taking while shivering
Packed Pizza Hut and had it back in our room then off to sleep around 2am

THIRD DAY/LAST DAY
Wake up at 1o.30am when the adults came back from Casino & wake us up
I was in the middle of a nice dream when they came back ! Grrrr
Cup noodles for breakfast & checked out at noon
Super foggy & raining when we were waiting to go up the bus
Jacket-less and photo-ed ; Super cooling and shiok
If only Spore has some of the coldness
This bus that we took back, has massaging chair and tv that shows Winnie The Pooh !
Dinner at the half way stop at some restaurant then continued our journey back to AMK
Leonard went over to AMK to fetch Fenn & me back home
Uncle sent parents and aunty and cousin home

Photos will be uploaded in Facebook when my cousin send me everything
Im feeling very tired and dizzy and hot now ; miss the weather in Genting
Before I went, I did not feel like going at all
Now that I am back, I wished I am still at Genting enjoying & carefree
Getaway from Singapore is cool & Enjoyable ! I want another one !
Goodnights

Back to school tomorrow & it is a 2 module which is 6hours class
Pray that I dont skip halfway ; Arrggghhh
HOT HOT HOT !

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Saturday, June 20, 2009

Here I am awake and blogging ; waiting to go out in 30mins time
I am going to Genting and will be back on Monday
Takecare my friends and miss me many many (:
Loveeeesssss <3
I will miss you all ; =D

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Friday, June 19, 2009

Friday ; School Day, Accounting Class at 3.30pm & I reached on time! =)
Bugis at early noon with Joleen for prayers and to buy the leggings finally
Thank you for accompany-ing me, you know I love you soooooooo <3

Ziyang, Joleen & ZiLiang came to class to wait for my class to end
Then fetched Carrie from Queenstown Mrt station and down to Hougang point
Sakae Sushi for Dinner buffet and ate till my stomach wanted to explode
Laughed till I cried and couldnt breathe for that seconds
Had been so super long since I laughed so madly and loudy
Love you all many ; Muackkkssss


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Thursday, June 18, 2009

Thursday ; School day ; Case Studies Class at 3.3opm
Michelle & I arrived early for class, School started for 4months
Today is the 3rd time I reached class before the lesson started
Great students like me! At least I am better than Michelle & Chongling the 2 elderly

Finally, had better understanding of what we are supposed to do for project
& we are supposed to present on the 3rd week of July
With 2 other projects to be completed ):
Projects & Presentations arent fun at all ; I dont like !

Mummy have been nagging at me to pack my stuffs since last week
I even forgotten about it when I actually planned to do it just now
No excitedness to go that is why Im still not packing my stuffs I guess
But still of cause I will be going cause I have to go
So I think I will end up packing right before I have to leave

Am tired ; arent feeling so happy
Seemed to be so used to everything, Im so immatured and not independent
Kuku me I know but thats just me !
Happiness do stay, Laughter is the best medicine
Dont know what the hell Im talking about
Confused I am ;
Goodnnightsssssssssss

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Wednesday ; No lessons again for today
Arent feeling good for the whole day cause of mummy complaining about father's things
& Arrrggghhh my chest hurts fucking badly now
Sucks I hate to tear
Suddenly I dont know who I can trust anymoreee
This feeling is terrible
Who are the true ones ? I am seriously clueless

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Tuesday ; No lessons day
School is too slack this semester that Im becoming so no motivation & determination to study
Projects still left un-touched and I dont know how the hell to start ; Grrrr
Movie for the day, Drag me to hell is a nice show to watch
Goodnights, I want to have a good night's sleep

Its time I be independent and be strong but still I wished ...

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Monday, June 15, 2009

Monday ; Accounting Class at 3.30pm
Went school myself, its time to be independent and attend class even if your friends arent going
Left around 5.45pm and trained over to Clementi then down to Yishun to meet the girls <3
Dinner at Swensens, had the All-Day-Breakfast which only the bread tasted nice & cost 10.90$
Saw a blouse that I really liked but cost 34.90$ ; If only Ive the extra money to shop
I am so running out of clothes to wear, always wearing the same thing
Wished I can faster graduate and start working to earn money
So that I can help with family financial and to be able to buy what I need and some wants!
Projects have yet to be started and the date line should be like in 2 or 3 weeks time
Never liked group project nor presentations

Goodnights

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Sunday, June 14, 2009

Weekend day out never fail to be laughters and happiness ~
Saturday-
But I got to sleep only in the early morning again & had to wake up in the late morning
Bus-ed down to Lentor to wait for Joleen & Ziyang to fetch me ;
Where I almost fell into the drain and honk-ed by a stupid van that almost hit me

Down to Clementi to fetch Carrie then to the PC Fair again at Suntec Convention Hall
Squeezed here & there but Carrie and me bought nothing ; Joleen & Ziyang bought laptops
Then to the Watsons warehouse sale when the 4 of us spent a total of 60$ plus
My two bottles of body soap cost 2$ each, imagine how much the 3 of them bought

Back to Yishun to meet up with Shengzhi & Heechai for dinner at BBQ Chicken
Had the teri dont know what wings that I felt super hungry at midnight
Sent Heechai back home then fetch Roger from home
Over to Welfred's place for Mahjong then slacked and tv after Carrie & Joleen went home
Bus-ed back home with Shengzhi in the morning after their dota

Reached home around 8am then changed and out to market with mother & aunt
Back home bathed and try to sleep around 9plus till 1plus just now
Over to ah gong house for lunch and big gathering
Everyone came this week, including my cousin (who is of the same age as me)'s baby
So super cute la, baby is only one month old and Ive the skill to carry him =D
Anyone out there faster give birth, I can be the nanny ! Hahaha
Over to ah gong house again soon, I want to see baby !

Happiness, I do hope will stay


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Friday, June 12, 2009

No school day/ No lessons for the day ; Super relac for the whole week
2 Days to school & 3 days without school
Feel so addicted going out everyday having fun with my loved ones
So addicted and used to going out with them that I dont even feel like going to Genting
Plus no extra cash to spend on shopping or just to buy even anything over there
If only I am going to Genting w my loved ones, I would be feeling be ultra-ly excited & happy

Out with mummy and aunt to Bedok Reservoir for prayers to get amulet for our Genting trip
& finally done with my accounting assignment that I am supposed to hand up next mon
Three group projects untouched which are due in less than a month's time
Clueless about this three dumb dumb projects and Ive no motivation ):

Stomach is getting a little hungry again, Im always feeling hungry in the late night
Cause Im always eating so little tiny food for dinner and mummy nagged!
But I dont seem to be throwing away my fats ; Stupid fats, SHOO
Shoulders and back starting to ache

Im gonna enjoy my weekend & to start studying + project-ing in the new week
Might not be online/ to update tomorrow cause I may not be coming home
Enjoy your weekends my friends and loved ones
Goodnights ; I can feel the dizzy spell

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Thursday, June 11, 2009

Skipped Case Studies class today and went to PC Fair with Joleen & Shengzhi at noon
Saw Engkiat working there + Chongling, Michelle & Marcus
Dinner at Pepper Lunch then PC Fair again when Ziyang came to meet us after his work
Squeezy squeezze, sure to be more squeezy during the weekends
Reached back home 9pm

Now you know how I felt last time, takecare.

No school day again tomorrow cause there is no class
Goodnights, Im tired.

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

No school day = Happiness many many ! =D
Sleep till late noon and just slacked but did accounting assignment till evening
Bathed and bus-ed down to meet Carrie, Joleen, Shengzhi & Ziyang
Dinner at foodcourt then over to Seletar to slack and make noise
Never stopping laughter ; Happy very happy today

Carrie love, cheer up! We've so got telepathy with each other =D
Joleen crazy love, meet together more often and talk to me nonsense more
It have been so long since I kept laughing like an idiot

Shoulder aching, tired and hot ; Goodnights

I want happiness everyday !

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Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Did the dumb-est thing that you can think of that Tan Hui Juan will be so hardworking to do it
Wake up at 7am, prepared and out to meet Michelle to go for some training in school
Ended up we went into the place, within 30 seconds we came out
Only 3 classmates were around and the person teaching like dont bother who goes in & out
Left school and trained back home while Michelle went to meet her love, Marcus

Back home sleep for an hour till 11plus, slacked and online while waiting for time to pass
Shengzhi came over and accompanied me to school + attended communications class with me
Got scolded the moment we stepped into class with Chongling, Michelle & Marcus
Mdis shit school, we pay money not to hear your naggings!

Left class at 6pm to train down to AMK to meet that irritating Audrey who keep spamming me
Plus Roger and Audrey's friend for Movie ; Terminator Salvation

Quite a nice show even when I dont like this kind of show initially
People should go and catch this movie (:

Bus-ed back home from AMK after movie at 9plus or around 10pm
And I am feeling super hungry now ; GRRRRRRRR
Had sandwich and 3 seaweed chicken in school for lunch ; Bread for dinner
My stomach is so hungry that its gonna explode very soon
Should I cook maggie mee now? But I dont want to grow more fat
Hungry makes me go crazy!

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Monday, June 8, 2009

Was back home late yesterday and I think I have short term memory
Thinking so hard where did I went to just yesterday
Cab down to Khatib to meet up with Carrie, Roger and Ziyang
Drove down to Bugis and sadly I shopped nothing ):
Not much money and never see anything that I really like alot but Im so lack of clothes

Ziyang sent us back to Northpoint and he went back home to sleep
Shengzhi came and meet us one hour later
Slacked and left to catch the stupid last bus 854 to come back home
Cab fare saved!

Lesson at 8.30am this morning but skipped it cause of the stupid dizzyness
Super lack of sleep this few days, weekend is too fun and Ive no time to sleep
Went for the noon class at 3.30pm for accounting class ; the cute lecturer
He says Im a good girl =D
Back home after class ended at around 6.30pm

Im very sleepy now
Off to dreamland soon for the 8.30am class again tomorrow
& communications class at 3.30pm
Goodnights


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Sunday, June 7, 2009

Yesterday morning out with ChangLong, Junwei and Kelvin for badminton at TP
But booked wrong date and so got no slot for us to play, Thanks Koh =x
Basketball at noon w the guys plus Kenneth & Edric

Back home to bath at evening then went out
Mahjong at Roger place at midnight with Shengzhi and ziyang till this morning
Ive got super nice friends around me! Shengzhi pei-ed me bus back to hougang
Reached home around 7am, bathed and knock out quite soon after laying on bed

Shall be off to bath and out
Sky is turning dark, dont rain first please!
Goodbye


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Friday, June 5, 2009

This program is cool ; webcam conference chat w Changlong & Kelvin
But they are busy gaming and ps-ed me!


School from 8.3oam to 11.3oam ; Tired-ed to the sky
Cab back home w Chongling & Michelle ; Got the want to faint feeling , Lousy shit body
Back home sleep and sleep ; tv ; online ; sleep
I am sleepy again now, shall be off to bed
Gotta get out of bed early tomorrow for badminton & basketball
Then out in the night, might not be online if Im back home late
Goodnights

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Thursday, June 4, 2009

Im tired and my eyes are feeling uncomfortable now
Lack of sleep I supposed ; Got up in the morning to accompany mummy for the job
But the job turned out to be something not suitable/ not enough income for a family to survive
Back home, bought brunch w mummy for family, eat and tv then fall asleep
School from 3.30pm to 6.30pm which as usual ended early at 6pm
Home then went to buy dinner w mummy ; favourite dishes w rice

Shall be off to bed as soon as possible, class starts at 8.30am tomorrow
Goodnights

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Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Irritating sisters ~
cant stop laughing whenever I see this ! hahaha
act yi ge princess*
sister says I look like monkey !

Above photos were taken yestersday using web cam & I still cant stop laughing at myself
Super love the witch photo, I just find it super funny and looked so like a wicked witch

No lessons day as indicated in the timetable, not I pon school ; Im a good student!
Wake up in the morning and went back to sleep till late noon
Out with mummy to Tampines 1 to see jobs & had this sandwich thingy
Mummy nagged that it is expensive as it costed $5.50 for a bread wrapped w just egg & cheese
Over to auntie house ; My auntie's dog is Puffy and he is super cute! 1&Only dog I arent afraid of

I am a fortunate girl at home for this week cause I had my favourite seafoods
& I had cereal crab today + prawn ball/roll
Its just food yes I know but the way father puts the papers on the table,
So that my cereal wont fly all over everywhere & everything
I dont know how to explain la, its just the love I feel and I so feel like crying now
Thinking of father's accident again and tears flow again
Curse those people !! I Love Father !!!

Completed the individual assignment for communications
Microsoft has expired in my laptop & projects have yet to be started
Anyone have microsoft ?

Oh yes! I want to go shopping ; If I had 200$ to do shopping, I would be contented
& I want to slim down, shall do running everyday even if Ive to run alone

Gotta make myself go to dreamland real soon cause I have to wake at 8.30am
To accompany mummy down to look for job again
And class at 3.30pm to 6.30pm tomorrow or rather 12 hours later from now
Goodnights!

Please do get well soon

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

I am very tired and I want to go to sleep after I blog & off my irritating lousy laptop
Yes I got back my chio laptop today in the evening but it just hanged again fifteen minutes ago
SHIT Sony Vaio ; Chio but useless laptop !
Changed blogskin again and I think I will change it again tomorrow if I am free
School from 12.15pm to 6.30pm supposedly but ended at 5pm instead
Trained down to Tampines to meet up with ziyang & shengzhi
Movie : Night at the museum 2 ; Nice & Funny show
I would be so happy if I could just laugh happily
Reached home around 9.30pm
Goodbye

-Everything cleared, you make me choose this path
To let go everything hurts but still I have to do it
All the best to you too & get well soon (:

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Monday, June 1, 2009

New Blogskin ; Old Entries Sent Over To The Old Bloglink
Because Of The Lag-ness & I Want To Have A New _____
Cant Think Of Any Appropriate Word To Use
Anyway Just Want To Have Something New & Have Got Over It
I Want Happiness! Being Happiness To Me!

Did not go to school cause of the unbearable stomach cramp
Stayed at home for the whole day - Sleep / Tv / Online / Did accounting Qn
Accompanied Leonard Chua out for dinner

Goodbye

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