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i'm your soul.

HUIJUAN.Tan
#23
22.o5.1989


strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

hearts talking.


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Monday, August 31, 2009


Baobei Hao Hao is staying over for the night, my precious loveeee !
Went for the second interview at 10.30am this morning, accompanied by JoleenTan
Thanks you so much to wake up early in the morning to pei me
& feeling so dulan, thanks to your wet cardigan :x
Love you TanMeiJing <3
I am shortlisted and supposed to be starting work on 7th Sept but maybe not
7$ per hour for now and 1300$ after I become a permanent staff in the company
But 1300$ per month is like so little. Sighhs
Its so hard to find a job
And Im supposed to go down to Raffles Recruit Express tomorrow to sign some contract
But nobody's free to accompany me down and irritating sister dont want to
I dont want to go myself, I dont even know where is the place
Arrrrggghhhh
Tummy havent been feeling well and I dont know what is happening inside
Im bored and I dont feel like sleeping yet ):
I miss my boyfriend who loves to irritate me <3

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Sunday, August 30, 2009

Couldnt get to sleep yesterday till 6am in the morning
Sleep till noon, went to Hougang point with Sister and her friend, DannyAw
Bought the bubble bubble hair dye and groceries for making siew mai
Dyed my hair like finally but its still two different colors
Made siew mai and Tom yum mee hoon kway for dinner
Interview in the morning tomorrow at 10.30am
JoleenTan love is going with me ! Thank you loveeee :D

My stupid stomach keep feeling uncomfortable ):
Goodnights.

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Saturday, August 29, 2009

Day at home, Ah Gong place
Havent been feeling good since I wake up at noon
Why does one have to be so affected by small little things
If only I can be one who doesnt think so much
Maybe I will be much happier?
Its all cause ILY.
Stomach hurt like madness just now, Sucks!

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Friday, August 28, 2009

Home for the whole day till evening, went dinner at Northpoint with the girls
Exam results is out finally
Accounting & Food and Beverage : A
Communications : C
Case Studies : B
Thanks friends and boyfriend for the support during the exam period
Loveeee
Bored and tired
Goodnights


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Thursday, August 27, 2009

Raining cats and dogs for almost the whole day
And even now in the morning when it is gonna be 4am soon
Still here awake watching Ming Zong Zu Ding ; Addicted
Dear is sure to kill when he finds out that Im still awake now
Went to Compass Point with sister to meet Dear
Accompanied that irritating girl to wait for her bf to end work
Over to Causeway Point for movie and dinner with Dear
Home sweet home ~

The ache in the heart when you see your loved one feeling so tired

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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Received call in the morning, was told that I am shortlisted for the second interview
Have to go down for the interview with the higher management on Monday morning
Wake up and accompanied mummy down to buy groceries
Then I went back to sleep when ex classmate Joanna Chan called and I wake up
Lunched and rot at home for the whole day ; Online watching drama & tv
Short nap for 15mins, actually fall asleep while watching tv in the night
If I had to stay at home everyday, I think I will go crazy and have depression
Boring > Bored > Boredom

I miss going to Sentosa for some sun tanning and Luge Ride
Remember I used to be eating Sakae Sushi, Ajisen, Swensens, Andersen's Banana Crunch
To do manicure and pedicure + Shopping which I need to do badly
Running out of proper and suitable clothes that a 20 yr old lady should be wearing

Hoping to get the job successfully after the coming second interview
So that I will have income to pay for the bills and debts
But working means much lesser time to spend with family, friends, boyfriend
Still, I have to be working, I know. But the feeling is just not nice ):
Going to a place where you are unfamiliar of everything and the people
Pray that I will meet nice people if I get this job or any other jobs

Goodbye
Its time to make an effort to sleep earlier
Have been sleeping at 3plus everday when I promised to sleep early

- imissyou ):

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

I Miss You !

Arent feeling good, stress about job ; working life

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Monday, August 24, 2009

Interview at Bank of Tokyo Mitsubishi in the noon
Dear came to fetch me and accompanied me for the interview
Will only get to know if Im short listed for the next interview by next week
But Im having second thoughts going into this company
The pay is less than $1.2k and Ive to travel all the way down
When I can get the same amount of pay or even more if I work in Ntuc
The more it makes me dont feel like working in the bank company
Tell me how ; Suggestions please ?

Back to Yishun for our first meal of the day around 4pm at Seoul Garden
Safra with his friend where they played pool
Over to Dear's place till 9plus
Then to Northpoint, meet up with Amy, DingJun & Xueying
Xin Wang-ed, slack, talk cock sing song
Last bus back home

The many blisters on my foot makes me scream ; This arent cool ):
Goodbye

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

Home for the day
Stressed about interview tomorrow
Headache
Out to Hgpt to photocopy those documents and MAC with Michelle
Back home around 11pm
Arrgggghhhhh
Going for interview is so Omfg
Goodnights
Im so hungry ):




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Saturday, August 22, 2009

Im tired but Im gonna be out soon to Orchard with Carrie.
Waiting for mummy to be done with cooking so I can eat before I go out.
Im so pathetic-ly broke so Ive no choice but to eat at home first.
And I so still feel like sleeping seriously.
Might not be home in the night later, thus Im blogging now.
Agreed to have another gossip/chill out session with Amy and Idk who elses.
My stupid laptop is giving problem again ;
It just blacked out for 5seconds ! I think it will die super soon.

I just cant stand attitude problem living things.
Why do I have to stand it?

Okay, Im hungry. Bye.


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Friday, August 21, 2009

I am very very tired so I shall just update everything in short.
Astons at Sbw with Joleen Tan then to her house
Went Ziyang's place with Carrie in the evening
Northpoint and Thomson-ed with Amy, HeeChai, Shengzhi & Dingjun
Home sweet home ~

MrNic.Xie , Time to go to sleep ! <3

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Thursday, August 20, 2009

Meet up with Dear at Safra then went to Northpoint walk here and there
Even went to the library ; Imagine how bored we were and had nothing to do
Shopped at Ntuc then cab back to his place till night
Send me back and I went to meet Sister, Vivien, JinEng & Henry
Slack and makan at Hgpt
Back home around 11plus
Am bored and tired

Its the lunar 7th month, people do takecare (:

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Waking up in the morning at around 1oam then went to Hgpt with Mummy
Out again with Mummy to Compass point till late evening
Another person from Recruit Express called me, Hope I will get a job soon
Not having any fun recently, nothing happening to blog about

Supposedly to sleep early so that I can wake up early tomorrow
But Im happily gossiping with my lovees, makes me laugh like crazy
& Uncle rayden, better dont spout anymore nonsense, if not I shall kill you !

Goodnights

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Day home
Had a stupid irritating dream in the morning that is so dumb
Stop thinking so much Tan Hui Juan !

Now that I have finished studying, I feel like studying
Have yet to find any job and dont have the feel to start working
To go to a place where I am completely not familiar with
And to meet all the strangers
Makes me dont feel good at all ` Sighsss

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Monday, August 17, 2009

Been so long since I wake up early in the morning since after exams ended weeks ago
Could not get to sleep and only fall asleep at 3am, then woke up at 8am in the morning
Prepared and went down to Yishun to meet up with AudreyWai & JoleenTan
Bought Mac 2.50$ budget breakfast then bus-ed over to swim ; Soak water

Lunched at 293, then went over to JoleenTan's place to slack
Hacked into each other's facebook account and update all sorts of nonsense
This is our kind of love :D

Meet up with Dear, then to Northpoint for movie - Where Got Ghosts? -
Dinner at 924 ; Fish Steamboat, quite yummy but full of bones
Sent me back home and he went missing ! :x

First time I got so worried so much for someone that I felt so afraid & teared
Which also made me realised how much he meant to me
Dont do it anymore or I am so gonna kill you definitely !
Stay by me <3 *

People, any jobs lobang please recommend me
I am so gonna die if I still cant find a job soon
Goodbye

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Sunday, August 16, 2009

Finally Blogger is fine but I got no photos to upload
My stupid LG phone is giving problems & I cant upload the photos into my laptop
Another day spent at home doing nothing ; Except for going over to Ah Gong house
& Going downstairs to play badminton with cousins

Tan Hui Juan is feeling hungry now at this kind of funny time
Should I go and cook maggie ; Arrrgghh make me become more fat
Neh neh, kuku, Im so boredddddddd

Cant wait for the sun to rise , Cant wait to go out
Maybe I will become more tann tomorrow ;D
When am I gonna get a job, get income, get all that I need and want

I miss you Nicholas Xie <3

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Saturday, August 15, 2009

14th August 2009
HAPPY SWEET 20TH BIRTHDAY TO WENDYNEOYANTING !
May all your wishes come true & huat ahh ! ;D
Hope you like the presents that you can claim & the celebration.

Marina Square Mac for dinner then celebration with cake at Esplanade
The dares that she had to do to get her presents
Photos and videos taken to be uploaded when I get them
Then some went off for club & the rest of us trained back home
Went down to Yishun to meet Dear
Back home in the morning around 8plus and sleep till 1plus
Still feeling super tired and pain in the stomach
Hungry very
Weekend home is ultra boring
Goodbye


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Thursday, August 13, 2009

Blogger is madness again ; Hate this lousy kuku page that is always so lag
Anyways, gym-ed with Carrie & Ziyang in the evening
But talked more than we actually exercised as usual ;D
The weather is so hot today ; Not a nice day for me to go to dreamland early
Good Nights

-Im still considering about the admin job at Paya Lebar Starhub. How ?! ):

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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Quarelled with Mummy over money matters again ; Money problem spoils relationship !
Went to uncle and 2 aunties place with Mummy & Sister
Meet up with girls in the night and chatted like madness till I missed my last bus back
So pro that I had to spend unneccessary money on cab fare to get home
Arrrgghhh, no money is shit
Should I just work for the admin job first ?
I dont know what the hell I should do or what I want to do now
Growing up isnt a good thing at all
Growing up = more problems , more stress , more everything
Goodbye

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Went to Ngee Ann City Tower to Recruit express in the morning w Joleen & Michelle
Walk around Wisma ; lots of discount going on !
How I wish Ive started working & have the money to buy nice clothes ):
Lunched at Astons Cathay
Was offered an Admin job with 7$ per hour but rejected it due to the working hrs & distance
Hope I hadnt make the wrong choice to reject
Bused back to Yishun with Joleen & the stupid bus 171 took like 1hr 3omins
Pei Dear go eat at late noon then Causeway Point movied Hangover again
I am tired
Goodnightssss

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Monday, August 10, 2009

Fireworks super chio !
I had manual rubber band for my hair ; maunal wind blow ; manual sweat wiper
Hahaha happiness x MANY =D

Then ton-ed over at Welfred's place with the guys & Carrie
Heart talking with loves is happiness
Got back home around 7 in the morning then knock out
Woke up by parents around 11am that make me so wanna go crazy

Went auntie place with mummy then dinner & shopping at Hougang Mall
Bought two formal blouse & two handbags ; Super discounted prices
Okay, am lazy and tired to continue talking here

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Mummy is making bread for me <3 ; Im hungry
Goodbye`


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Sunday, August 9, 2009

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY (:

Fireworks with Dear
Then staying overnight at Welfred's place with lovesss
Shall be off to bath & prepare
He is waiting for me and Im so lazy. Hahaha
Godbye


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Saturday, August 8, 2009

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BORED x MANY MANY MANY
Weekend stay home is so oh my god and makes me wanna bang the wall
Hoping that my baobei cousin will be coming ; Miss my baobei ):
Arrrgghh craving for MAC & Im feeling sleepy again

Why do I find it so hard to trust and to think so much
Goodbye

Cousin brought her little baby over ; super cute !
& I got to carry this handsome cute boy boy. Hahaha
I love babies more than I love You :p
Baobei cousin came too but I had to come back home to bath
Then out to slack with Carrie, Heechai & Roger
Great talking session =)
Sleepy I am now

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Friday, August 7, 2009

Recruit Express called me early in the morning at 9plus & woke me up
Was so tired and sleepy ):
Asked to go down to Ngee Ann Tower to meet this person on Tuesday
Hope I will be able to find a good job w nice people and everything
As I am so not independent, Arrrgghhh, feels so not good

Dinner with 2B loves at Northpoint Xin Wang
Loves who came ; Amychua, Carrieaw, Jerinelim, Wendyneo, Xueyingyap
Dingjunlim, Heechaiong, Juikerntan, Shengzhichia, Ziyanglim
Slacked at Mac then Engkiattoh and Welfredong came
But I left soon after they came, to be in time to catch my last bus back home
No more cab here and there days ; Remember I used to cab here & there
And my love ones will nag me but now no more cab-ing for me
Till i work and earn money, then i can stay out late w my loves and cab home
But still it is HAPPINESS x MANY MANY MANY when im w my loves =D

The stupid time of the month always make me feels so uncomfortable
Why must girls suffer this kind of pain & the super uncomfortable feeling
If only guys also have it, then they will know how it feels like ; HAHAHA

Im so full of question marks now :
How to keep a friendship going and to maintain it?
How would you define friends / true friends?
How to keep a relationship going and to maintain it?
How would you know if your partner really loves you?
Why some relationship lasts for years and some just for months?
Can this be my last?

Goodnights, again Im awake at this timing early in the morning
Someone's soooo gonna torture me when he sees me

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Thursday, August 6, 2009

WOOHOO ! HAPPINESS x MANY MANY MANY !
Exams have finally ended and I hope I do clear all with at least B
Only slept for 2 hours then went for the paper
Came back home after paper, supposedly to sleep but end up surfing net

Dear came over to fetch me at late noon in the hot sun & sweat till soooo
Then over to AMK Hub bought tickets for the movie - UP -
Walk here and there ; Dinner at Pepper Lunch ; Walk here and there again
Movie-ed at 9.25pm and reached home at 12am just now
No matter rain or shine, he will send me back home <3

Sister brought a bouquet of flowers back, I took photo w web cam
But stupid blogger dont let me upload photos
Wish my irritating sister happiness & Jineng, better dont bully her huh
Though I know you will be the one getting bullied by her

Have sent out many job applications out & hope do get some replies soon
Want to start working as soon as possible though I dont wish to
But I guess I just have to & I have no choice

Goodnight ; Goodbye

Stomach cramp = Fuck up x MANY MANY MANY
Wasnt feeling good since I got back home just now
I just dont like it ): ; well, still =)

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Wednesday, August 5, 2009

The stupid internet connection sucks & I dont know what is wrong with it
Boring day at home slacking and rotting when I am supposed to be studying
Feeling lazy and restless almost every single day
Out to study with Jiahui afterwards at Compass point
Shall not be online anymore tonight, if not I will die for tomorrow's paper

Pissed by some actions, seriously dislike!

Goodbye

Cant wait for tomorrow's paper to be over and WOOHOO
I want to start working, earn money but working mood arent nice


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Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Hgpt Ntuc with family to buy evrything this and that
Spent like $180+ ; Paid with voucher given by uncle of cause
Stuffs are so stupidly expensive now !
Imagine how expensive things will be in the next generation
Higher education, higher standard of living, everything higher

Running with sister & her bf to be but only I ran
Both of them slowly walking under the moon
2km completed continuously running ; Stamina dropped

Blocked nose, feeling so not good
& I miss my Bf
Goodnights

- shouldnt been online tomorrow, to be studying for the last paper on Thursday

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Monday, August 3, 2009

Communications Paper ; DONE !
1 more paper to go on Thursday & I will be free from all this shit
Hope I do at least pass for today's paper
Am seriously kind of afraid that I might fail, I dont want to retake any

Meet Dear at Novena at noon after the paper
Then Yishun Safra accompanying him play pool
This Muthu Chia did something that make me super paiseh
& He was there laughing and laughing ; Chou Muthu ! ;x

Dinner at 925 with Audrey, Joleen, Wendy & Xueying
Dessert at foodcourt then slacked at LongJohnSilvers
Then Dear came out again to fetch me back home <3

Am tired and shall be off to sleep soon
Gotta be waking up early in the morning to go HGPT to buy groceries w parents
Goodnights

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Photo taken with NicholasXieWeiQiang last Monday
He is my Muthu.Chia & I love him <3
Every little thing that he does for me makes me grin :O
Sending me back home no matter how tired you are
& this and that and everything
[ 250709 ] L.O.V.E



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Photos taken last week when Blogger wasnt able to update pictures
Random photos picked and uploaded here, the rest are all in Facebook (:
Photos taken when we went to Swensens last Friday at Northpoint


Banana Crumble ; Drools *
Mac & Cheese Baked Marcoroni ` Yums ;D

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Photos taken with JoleenTanMeiJing last Wednesday
She is my love, my forever best best best !
She calls my mummy, mummy ; My sister, her love
Although you are irritating but still I love you <3
We fight ; quarrel ; scold each other no matter right or wrong
This is what a true best best best
Call each other neh neh / kuku ; we still love each other =D



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Sunday, August 2, 2009

Please slap me and wake me up ; Shit Tan Hui Juan
My paper is tomorrow 9am in the morning
& till now, I have yet to start studying for the paper
Seriously got no studying mood & feeling so restless
Shit this crazy body !
I am bored, I am sick and tired of exams
If only all papers are Accounting papers, I would be so glad
If only tomorrow is the last paper, I will surely chiong now!
Cant wait for exams to end
Then I can just do what I want to then start looking for a job
Earn many money, pay my bills, shopping, go for a holiday

Give me all the luck for tomorrow shit paper
Goodbye

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Saturday, August 1, 2009

Boring weekend ; Slack and rot at home for the whole day ):
Supposed to be studying but I feel like sleeping whenever I open the book
Lazy and restless pig ! Grrr
Im so bored
Cant wait for the two more papers to be gone & extinct

Ntuc supervisor recommended me to apply for supervisor post
Should I ? Give me some advices please (:
Have to start deciding for my working life when the last paper ends this Thursday

Goodbye

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