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i'm your soul.

HUIJUAN.Tan
#23
22.o5.1989


strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

hearts talking.


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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Dinner with Audrey, Carrie, Engkiat, HeeChai, Roger, Shengzhi, Welfred & Ziyang
Slacked at Mac and got back home at 10pm and bought dinner for family
Stomach cramp is back suddenly, fucking pain till I sweat ! ):

Dear is unwell , hope you get well real soon ; Love


♥ , heart to heart.


Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Insufficient sleep. Because I slept around 2am yesterday
Then got woken up at 5am because my sister cried
Feeling so worried and not being able to get back to sleep till dont know what time
Woke up at 8.15am to go down to Thomsom for the interview

Interview consisted of a written assessment that took 1 hour
And the interview was quite short cause I dont know what to say
Finished everything around 12plus in the noon

Went down to Yishun to meet Dear and went for movie then to his place
Thou you are so irritating but your irritatingness just makes me laugh
Seeing you laughing during the movie, doing grooming for POCO with so much care
Sent me back home by cab so that I will be able to catch Fann's wedding show
Happiness ! I love you baby.

And I have got the job for the supervisor post just like less than 2hours after the interview
Woohoo ! At Hgpt, even more happy =D
But might be transfered to other branch out there too
Devil biatch, I am sure you will be feeling super sucky when I start work
I cant wait to see your reaction and your cock face. Hahaha

Going to bath and off to sleep.
Its so humid and sticky and hot and everything.
Goodnights

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Monday, September 28, 2009

Stomach cramp sucks.
Make me skipped yesterday's dinner, today breakfast and lunch.
& Feel super moody.
Till I went out to Hougang Mall with Michelle then finally eat.
Went to the new Fairprice branch and saw ex-colleagues.
Saw a FAKE Blackberry CHINA phone and one of it named as BlackbOrry.
Looks like shit-ed.
Over to Hgpt to take application form for tomorrow's interview at HQ.
Chatted with the aunties and Bryan the department manager about tomorrow's interview.
Going down to HQ at Thomsom in the morning 10.30am.
May I HUAT HUAT HUAT !
Can the pain please go away by tomorrow morning, if not i am sure to die.

Cant help but i am always thinking alot.
If only i can control but i cannot control my mind.
TanHuiJuan Loves XieWeiQiang.

I wanna go Sentosa & Fish Spa !


♥ , heart to heart.


Sunday, September 27, 2009

Home rot for the whole day ; Stomach cramp is killing me
The time of the month is always making feel so terrible
Why must girls get this pain ?!?! Arrrggghhh
Wished so much you are with me now

4 more days to start work
Dislike that devil woman still =/

Is it true that absence makes the heart grows fonder?

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Saturday, September 26, 2009

Happy Sweet 18th Birthday to my beloved sister, Tan Hui Fen !

Aunty brought baby Irfaan over ; Cute cute cute little boy
*dont bother about my messy hair *


Ziyang came over to fetch me then over to fetch Carrie
Went to Vivo City for their lunch and walking all around

Love this dress below from Forever 21
Someone please get married soon so I can buy and wear this dress =D



Dinner at Old Changi Airport, had mix grill which consist of pork chop & chicken chop
That make my tummy super ultra pain and had diahrea ):
But I think its not the problem with the food, just something wrong with my tummy

Then to Mount Faber & Hendersons waves after dinner
The place is so ultra nice nice nice
Photos update when Ziyang upload them next week
But sadly, Bf isnt around with us there ; If not confirm I will be happier
Must together next time hor ! <3

Goodnights
Thanks both love, Enjoyed my last free weekend before I start work =)

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Friday, September 25, 2009

Happy 2 Months ♥ ♥
Lunched at Plaza Sing. & watched " The Ugly Truth " at The Cathay
Ice Monster at Plaza Sing. sucks ; The shave ice is not shave ice and arent nice
Back home around 9pm
Goodnights (:


♥ , heart to heart.


Thursday, September 24, 2009

Interview with the department and branch manager at Ntuc Hgpt in the morning.
Got the job successfully as a part time cashier but situated at Customer Service Counter.
To let me learn and know how to handle customers complaints in real life situation.
So as to be qualified to be a Chief Cashier / Supervisor for the Cashier Department.
Resume sent to the Head Quarters to see if I am able to get the position.
Will be Chief Cashier in new Hypermarts but not in Hgpt itself.

Feeling stress and worried about going back to work though.
The devil biatch is still working there and that she is not agreeable to me going back.
But too bad, she got no rights about not hiring me back.
Uncomfortable about going back, I dont know what will happen.
I want to do a good job and prove them wrong of cause but I just feel very worried.
Arrgghhh starting work on 1st October 2009, coming thurday at 9am.
Not sure about the shifts and timing that I will be working yet.
No more weekends fun with the loves from then onwards ; Time to chiong working.
People, dont enjoy too much without me hor ! ):

24hours work, 48hours rest is so not slack
The 24hrs work makes Bf so tired
Jiayou love, Huggies ~

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Didnt want to stay at home ):
Went down Yishun to meet Dear and slack till night
Got back home around 10pm
Am feeling tired
Gotta be waking up early tomorrow to go down NTUC
Might be working back there again
I still like this job the most although its super shiong
Well, I think I just got no choice
I dont think I want to be working in an office anymore
Goodnights

Chiaweiqiang, I love you !


♥ , heart to heart.


Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Everyday waking up with blocked nose is terrible and super uncomfortable.
Feeling it again now, ultra irritating !
I wished I had no nose.
You were the one who started it, whatever word I use is my own business I supposed.

Goodbye

- Do you know I miss you?

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Monday, September 21, 2009

Out with the guys in the evening and got home around 12am just now
Feeling super tired
Goodnights !

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

Happy Sweet 20th Birthday to my OLD friend ; 13years old friendship & counting
Amy Chua Xin Yi <3

Home for the whole day rotting till evening
Went to Chong Pang for dinner with the birthday girl AmyChua and co.
Delicious crab bee hoon, Salad You Tiao, Foo Pi Juan, Sambal Kangkong
Please drool people, the food there is superly ultra yums
Was feeling super full after eating but now am feeling a little hungry
Im tired
Off to sleep soon
Goodnights


♥ , heart to heart.


Saturday, September 19, 2009

Edited -

Went out in the morning to meet Dear for breakfast
Meet up with Joleen then Ziyang fetch us and Zhangyun over to his place
Over to chalet in the afternoon
Hope you enjoyed the celebration Dearest Amychuaxinyi
Back home at 10plus just now
Headache
Goodbye~


♥ , heart to heart.


Friday, September 18, 2009

Supposed to have basketball session but cancelled thanks to the heavy rain
So decided to have dinner instead
But after I wake up from the one hour nap, feel unwell
Sorry, ps-ed you guys
Shall meet you all another time alrights (:

Stupid flu & throat pain is so irritating
I dont know why, I miss you so


♥ , heart to heart.


Thursday, September 17, 2009

Finally meet up with boyfriend after a week
Brought POCO for his grooming and he is so super cute
Maybe I will love POCO more than boyfriend one day =p
Stayed at his place till night and he sent me back home
Dabao dinner back home for family
Goodnights, Im tired & Im guai !


♥ , heart to heart.


Wednesday, September 16, 2009

If both doesnt give in ; If pride is more important than showing your care & concern
Where is the love ?

My ankle is feeling funny when I did not sprain it or anything
Tired I am feeling now

I miss my boyfriend who is sleeping soundly like a pig now
And I cant wait for tomorrow so I can see POCO & of cause its owner <3
Goodnights

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009




Dinner at Compass Point Ajisen with Bests <3
Not everyone is present though
Shall have a everyone present gathering/basketball soon (:
Im early today, laptop batt dying soon
Shall sleep earlier tonight
Goodnights
Somebody said to call me but my phone isnt ringing


♥ , heart to heart.


Monday, September 14, 2009

Home for the whole day
Bored x MAXIMUM ):
I know I should be finding a job but the feeling is terrible and sucks !
Sighs
I miss you Dear
Goodnights

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOH ENG KIAT !

Last minute went to Comex Fair with Ziyang & Carrie in the evening
Then dinner at Thomson, some Thai restaurant with the nice yummy food
Back home at 9plus in the night

Wanted to sleep early but ended up spending hours doing stuffs
& reading the past chat logs
Goodnights, Im feeling very hot and tired

` imissyouvery

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

Wake up in the morning feeling sick ; Sore throat and flu
Slept almost the whole day till late evening
Ziyang came to fetch and went to his place for dinner with Carrie
Thanks for the food and fetching me over and back home, uncle Rayden (:
Arrgghh, irritating throat feeling so uncomfortable
Dont know why Im feeling so tired for the whole day
Goodnights

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Friday, September 11, 2009

Back home from Dear's place stayover for a night
Hair trimmed with Audrey yesterday which cost only 2.80$
POCO is so cute that Im tempted to keep a puppy
Stupid lappie is giving me problem again ! Fuck it
Im tired and waiting for somebody to get back home
Goodnights

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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

A special date : 9th September 2009 ; 090909
A day when many weddings took place and many babies are born
One of the babies was born today at 9 hours 9 minutes
My baby shall be born next year 10th Sept 2009 ; 10 hours 10 minutes

Early evening, attended Huiting's big day, wedding at Aranda Country Club
Touching and happy for her
Congrats Lim Hui Ting & Eddie Teh :)

Ziyang went to fetch me in the evening then we went down to Northpoint
Bought me a brownie & a chocolate eclair for Carrie as we were both super hungry
And we had to wait for the guys to be back at Yishun for our dinner
I ate only Takopachi balls for the whole day till I had the brownie
Then dinner for Ziyang's belated birthday together w Aud, Engkiat, Heechai & Shengzhi
Thank you many many uncle Rayden for fetching me and the nicey brownie <3
Hope you enjoyed the simple dinner with our love ! :D

Stomach feeling so weird and uncomfortable, crazy tummy always giving problem
Maybe cause I ate like nothing for the whole day till evening
Stupid stomach, can you stop being so irritating ?!

[ our new little love ; POCO ]
The first dog I dared to carry and am loving it that makes me feel like owning one
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Mr.Chia, I will always be here for you <3
Jiayou ! * Muacks

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Quitted, went down to Recruit Express to return the working pass and stuffs.
Accompanied Joleen to Plaza Sing. to buy her wallet which she took a million year to choose.
Back to Yishun, went to Dear's place ; POCO is so super cute !
The first one and only dog that i dare to carry it. :D
Dinner with the girls and the BFs at Northpoint.
Slacked and played heart attack at MACs that everyone looked at us.
Its the fun that we had and at least for that short period of time, i can stop thinking.
Then became emo again after we stopped playing.
I just got no idea what should i do now.
Nobody can understand how Im feeling seriously.

goodnights


♥ , heart to heart.


Monday, September 7, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM ZI YANG, UNCLE RAYDEN.

First day of work is terrible, very terrible.
The work is totally different from what Im told during interview and much more work to be done.
I seriously cannot cope and feel very stressed and xin ku.
What should I do, I seriously dont know.
I dont feel like continuing work anymore, I will really go mad ! Arrrggghhh.

Felt so terrible that I cried when I got home when father asked me how was work.
Sighs
Im not weak but this work is terribly sucks.
You wouldnt understand how isit like unless you are working at the place.

I so wanna hugg you badly !


♥ , heart to heart.


Sunday, September 6, 2009

Out to hunt for clothes with CarrieAw love at Amk Hub
In a shop call TOP 20, which someone called it bottom 20 :X
And i managed to find nice clothes in the shop, not too expensive (:

Headache till I want to bang the wall when I got home in the evening
Watched tv and online awhile then went to sleep till 8.3opm when mum came back
Went to buy dinner, online here I am

Starting work tomorrow, a little nervous and scared ):
Am going offline to sleep now, tiredness
Just received a goodnight message from Dear :D
Happy like some fool
Cant wait to see POCO, Hehes
Goodnights !


♥ , heart to heart.


Saturday, September 5, 2009

FennTan > JinEngKwa > HuiJuanTan > NicholasXie

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Fenn & JinEng enjoying Fish Spa

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- Singapore Zoological Garden -
Pictures uploaded in facebook have shown how much fun we had
Though its super tiring that its the company that matters and my love ! :D
Last went zoo was in primary school and today finally got the chance to go again
Thanks to my Dearest (:
Cant wait for the next outing, Hehehe

Amk hub in the evening to look for clothes that I can wear for work
The two man had to follow even when we were all so tired
And I found nothing that I like or is suitable ):
Rested and dinner at coffeeshop then back home

Ate again at Ah gong house, so super full till my stomach was so exploding
Accompany Baobei Haohao and Dada play cards then back home

Super duper tired that I dont feel like moving at all
Yet have to be out to look for clothes again tomorrow and die die must buy something
If not I have so got nothing to wear on my first day of work
Im feeling afraid and sian to start work actually, arent good feeling

Well, Goodnights !

Thanks Dearest honey, I enjoyed myself very much. :D
Love you <3

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Friday, September 4, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JERINELIMWANTING <3

Bad start of the day
Quarelled with mother and cried like what
Sucks Arrrgggghhhhhh

Waiting for mr.Chia to wake up to accompany him to HarbourFront
Then I shall be down to Cityhall to meet up with 2b loves for the birthday girl's celebration

To be edited when Im back home or if Im back home?

Goodbye


♥ , heart to heart.


Thursday, September 3, 2009

whole day nua-ing at home, facebook, online, skyping w all sorts of crap
we had joy, we had fun, we have seasons in the sun
hahaha, the madness on the facebook quizzes :D
joleentan keep hacking into my account, posting all sorts of nonsense status

wake up your idea before everyone gives up on you
its your life, you decide how you want it to be

Goodnights !
Dear mr.Chia, you are missed.

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Bedded at 4plus in the morning after waiting for Dear to get home :x
Woke up at 1oplus, went back to sleep till around 12pm
Prepared and waited for Dear to come over to fetch me
Accompanied me down to Raffles Recruit Express to sign the working contract
Have to fill in time sheet and also to submit it to Recruit Express every month end,
Find it very troublesome ; Arent good to get job through agencies

Went back to Yishun to have lunch, to Dear's place till evening
Over to visit Ziyang at his place with Carrie, Joleen, HeeChai & Shengzhi
Hope you get really totally well soon :D

Got back home around 11pm, stomach cramp and feeling hungry now
Only had fish bee hoon soup during lunch for the whole day
Arrrgghhh, period always sucks with the unbearable pain ):

Thank you JoleenTan for the cosmetics and your mother for the white fungus dessert <3

Tan Hui Juan is so irritating, always thinking about nonsense stuffs.
Im just afraid at times, I cant help it & I dont want to be always thinking of negative things too.
Dont feel good. Why am I so sensitive, I dont know what to do.

Goodnights.
*promise you will stay by me and be your one & only?

Okay, time to off the lappy.
Im so tired that even sister says I look funny
Double eyelid, became triple eyelid like so weirdo
Goodbye.

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Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Happy Teacher's Day to all teachers from all the schools that Ive studied before
But not to those sucky ones whom I hate and dislike
I cant remember each and everyone but I think my close friends should know
Yes, Im evil. I remember a shit teacher who is a HOD who make me cried so hard

Heavily raining for almost the whole day but I woke up at 9plus in the morning
Been super long since I wake up at such early timing and slept early yesterday night too
Thanks to Baobei staying over that I slept early and wake up early

Just heard from ex Fairprice colleague that the ex manager passed away
Am so affected by it. He is a very nice person
Why always bad things happen to good and nice people
Life is so unfair and unpredictable

Stomach Cramp ; The stupid period is so coming):
Confirmed starting work on 7th Sept, Monday
At Raffles place, Republic plaza ( Less than 5mins walk from train station )
People, Come find me/ fetch me ; very convenient ! :D

-Blogskin Edited.

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