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i'm your soul.

HUIJUAN.Tan
#23
22.o5.1989


strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

hearts talking.


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Saturday, October 31, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENSON KANG ! :D

First day of work is GREAT though a little weird
Working back at the same place with the aunties and uncles
Learn new things ; paper works and calculation stuffs
Ended work around 6pm
& I've got OFF tomorrow finally
Am too shag and tired after the many days of trainings
Dinner over at ah gong house then back home and sleep
I am seriously very very tired
Goodbye


♥ , heart to heart.


Thursday, October 29, 2009

Training today is fun and will be fun for tomorrow and monday.
The trainer will talk nonsense and joke around, much better than yesterday's.
And I am their " mamasan " cause I am the one who will be in charge of cashiers.
Got to know nice new friends. :D
Had laksa for lunch and I feel like vomiting since noon till now.
Arrggghh think I wouldnt be blogging much or coming online as often.
Super tiring ):


♥ , heart to heart.


Wednesday, October 28, 2009

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY WELFRED ONG !

Training from 9am to 5.30pm is killing me.
Its making me super tired and uncomfortable with backache.
Met new people at the orientation today.
Three or four more days of training to go.
I dont know how to survive these tiring training days.
And to work on the weekends straight without any rest day.
Arrrgghhh very very tired now.


♥ , heart to heart.


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Bugis with Joleen in the afternoon to find the new training centre
Then dinner at Long John & slacked at void deck with the girls
Reached back home at 11plus just now
Okay, there is nothing interesting
I am very tired, slept around 7am in the morning again
Training at 9am tomorrow arent cool
Goodnight


♥ , heart to heart.


Monday, October 26, 2009

Flu for the whole day sucks + headache now. Fuck it !
Went down to Thomson to sign the letter of appointment in the afternoon.
Then over to Thomson Plaza for brunch and walk around.
Northpoint to meet up with JinEng & Fenn.
Walked over to Yishun park play swing, then to our old house.
Excited like a what only. Miss the childhood memories so.
Back to hougang and slacked till 12plus.
Thanks for accompanying me today.
But still, I wouldnt be nice to you as usual. :D
Goodbye.

Training starts on Wednesday onwards from 9 to 5pm.
Working starts on Saturday at 9am.
Which means I can still go out on Saturday evening.
Woohoo :D

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

AMK Hub with Carrie & Jin De in the evening.
This auntie had to shop for shoes or she will have to walk barefooted to work. :D
Looking for a shoe last minute, double hard to look for a shoe that you like.
Had Andersons IceCream ; Banana Crunch !
Eat and slack at MOS Burger, listening to what people talking.
Gossip and laugh at people can be happy too.
Trained back to Khatib then took 854 back and slacked.
Home sweet home at 11.30pm.

Its time to change back my sleeping time though I think I wont.
Have been sleeping at around 7am in the morning recently.
Goodnights.

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♥ , heart to heart.


Saturday, October 24, 2009



Crazily on phone till 6plus in the morning then went to bed.
Joleen Tan called and wake me up at 11plus cause of some idiot.

Out in the evening to Orchard with Carrie, Roger, Welfred & ZiYang.
Dinner at Fish & Co.
Saw lots of happening people in town.
World becoming upside down or is Gay in trend now?
Got back home around 11.30pm.

Am feeling very tired and headache now.
Hungry now cause I stupidly didnt finish the food just now.
Arrrggghhh ~

Is there something wrong with human's body ;
That makes people change very suddenly into another person.
Siao. Whats wrong with people.
Totally cannot stand attitude problem.

Bye. 12.51am.

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Friday, October 23, 2009

The chio lights & my beautiful legs :D
Movie at Causeway Point : with Carrie love & Arthur
Jalan Kayu with Roger, Wenjie, Zi Liang & Zi Yang
Back home sweet homee
Im tired but I dont feel like sleeping yet
Goodbye

Got news from Ntuc HQ in the afternoon
Medical report is out & I am fit
Going down to HQ to sign the letter of appointment
Training and work starts on 28th Oct, Wednesday
HUAT HUAT HUAT ! =D

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Thursday, October 22, 2009

Sleep around 5am and woke up at 9am in the morning all thanks to the pain
So fucking pain that I cried ; Fuck it
Went to see doctor at noon and spent $51
Every month with this kind of pain is terrible

Parents are talking about the past
When mummy went to hospital to give birth to sister
Father had to take care of me and he is complaining that I keep crying
& I was so beaten by him during that period
Ke lian de xiao nv hai

Goodbye

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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

My chio laptop background :D
& stupid smelly Koh just scared me with a stupid video.
First time I got scared by this kind of stuffs. Arrrgghhhhh
My heart is still beating so hard now.

Staying at home everyday is making me crazy.
Everyday watching tv, surf the net & rot.
I want to go out and have fun !

Family planning to change new furnitures.
Hope I can get to paint the room with new chio colors.
Woohoo.
New chio house to be.

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Falling asleep only at 4plus in the morning and could not sleep well
Super uncomfortable feeling ; dont like !
Wake up in the morning, nap in the afternoon
Supposed to be out running but always end up being lazy
Over to hougang point to buy dinner with sister
Bought cockles, unhealthy but taste nice
I want to start work soon with the nice aunties at Ntuc
The weather is super humid hot and sticky
Arrrrgggghhh boring
Goodbyes

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Monday, October 19, 2009

Everday rotting at home isnt fun, its making me grow fat
Waiting for the stupid medical report to be out
So that I can start going for training and start work
I miss meeting my loves for dinner
Goodbye

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Sunday, October 18, 2009

Bad blocked nose during the night and couldnt sleep well
Over at ah gong house for the day
Ah gong cooked delicious mee rebus
Played badminton with little cousins
Am feeling super tired now but dont feel like sleeping yet
I dont want to sleep now and wake at midnight
Arrrggghhhh
Goodbye


♥ , heart to heart.


Saturday, October 17, 2009

Happy Deepavali
Bugis-ed with Carrieaw in the afternoon
Dinner at Ministry Of Food
Walked over to Little India to train back together
Surrounded by all black black
Headache and very tired when got back home
Goodnights

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Friday, October 16, 2009

Pre-employment check up is done
Reached there at 2.36pm and everything was done only at around 4.30pm
Had the stupid tests then waited for like 1hr to see the doctor for just 1minute
Walked over to Maxwell food centre after the check up with sister
We both thought the food is nice and famous there but turns out like terrible
The curry chicken noodle looks so nice but it totally dont taste like curry
If my mother opens a stall beside this lousy stall, confirm this stall will fold !
My mum's curry is the best =D
The only nice thing at the food centre is the sweet potato ball ; ultra the nice
Over to JJ's shop A.R.K to take a look then to the temple
Trained back home around evening

Shall be out tomorrow
Goodnights

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Thursday, October 15, 2009




Dinner at Northpoint Kfc with my loves Wendy, Xueying, Dingjun, Amy & Francis.
Walk around up and down. Bought my nose stud again & again.
And lose it again and again. Hope this wont be gone again.
Over to Xueying's place to slack while she bath then Dingjun came to fetch us.
Went to Thomson for icecream at Icekimo.
The D24 Durian icecream is superb ! Ultra nice.
Slacked over there and back home around 11pm.
Ntuc Fairprice Headquarters called me to inform me about my position.
Going down for Pre-employment check-up tomorrow.
The report will be out within 5 working days.
Then signing of letter of appointment & commencement of work.
Im so gonna start my working life real soon ; Huat ah !
Tomorrow going down to Tanjong Pagar for the check up.
Asking for a favor suddenly seems so hard, what are friends for?
Treasure your friends & dont take people for granted.
Goodnights. Im tired.

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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Grandmother's death anniversary.
Every aunty and uncle came to Grandfather's place.
Waking up at 8.30am in the morning and went over too.
Got busy till noon then finally rest & eat.
Basically, slacked at both Ah gong place and at home nua-ing.
Had lunch and dinner so on time today.
So full that I still feel very bloated and feel like vomiting now.
Great ! You pierced into my heart again.
What is your purpose ; I dont believe this is true.
Oh yes, I called and asked about my job.
The interviewer is out of town and will only be back next week.
Its confirmed that I will be working but have to wait till she is back.
Too much time for me to rest and slack isnt fun now.
My handphone line is so gonna get cut off real soon I supposed.
Arrrrgghh Fuck it , seriously feel like vomiting ):
And Im worried for my friend/kor, hoping to get news of you soon.
Goodbye.

Where did everyone disappeared to.
I dont remember having only so few people around me when im fine.
When you want to whine and complain, where is the people?

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

The stupid irritating flesh on the tongue is so uncomfortable
Scalded my hand while cooking french toast and it was fucking pain
Just got scald and its already so pain, I cant imagine the pain when u get burn by fire
Sister is ultra irritating, talkative ; She cant keep her mouth shut for 1minute!
Gotta wake up early in the morning tomorrow for ah ma prayers
Hope I can have a good sleep afterwards when I go to bed
I will wake up ; Tan Hui Juan will be the cheerful one :D
People by my side everyday trying to make me happy, thanks ! <3
Date me out before I start work which I dont know when
Im too bored staying at home everyday
Goodbye

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Monday, October 12, 2009

Accompanied Joleentan to her interview at Serangoon area
Meet Michelle to Hgpt for food then went to buy groceries with sister
Cooked pasta for dinner, super full till want explode
Watching [ Yu Le Bai Fen Bai ] repeat now
The super irritating woman in the show is ultra irritating w her " OMG "
I miss POCO very much ): Sighs sucks
And I so wish I can keep a dog, if only Poco is mine ; crazy
I seriously dont know what to do
Fuck care is so impossible for me
I wonder what are you thinking & how are you
Updated at our blog
imissyou

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Sunday, October 11, 2009

Home for the whole day, except for going down to S&S and over to Ah gong house
Feeling so tired everyday and not being able to sleep well
Lacking of alot alot sleep
I want to be out having fun !
Poked back my nose hole again
Goodbye

Stop thinking why & fuck care.


♥ , heart to heart.


Saturday, October 10, 2009


I miss this little cute puppy alot alot alot ! Sighs ):
The first dog that I arent afraid of and love it but I wont get the chance to see it anymore.

Anyway was home for the whole day
Slept at like 5plus in the morning and woke up at 9plus in the morning
Feel super very tired but I just cant sleep well ; the mind just wouldnt stop running

Woke up, watched tv then went online
Saw something that I wished ive not seen it, makes me feel uncomfortable
You are so complicated. Did you even ever love me?
Or its just another one you refering to
No answers, no clues ; I know nothing ; Nothing but heartache
& you are there again i supposed, too much isnt good for health

I miss the Mango shave ice at AMK Hub /
I wanna watch the Meatball movie /
Hendersons wave was promised but now no more
Its easy to begin but it is too hard to have a full stop


Oh yes! & I strike 4D Ibet, with the number that I considered unlucky

Thanks people making me happy, keeping me company
Im loved ! :D
Everyone but you ~

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Friday, October 9, 2009

- Couldnt sleep well and woke up early in the morning with the heavy heart
Checked phone in between hoping to get your text
But I got everyone elses text except for yours
Is replying to a text so hard and will kill ?
Being concerned about you but how hardhearted you can be
Its time for me to wake up and stop crying for one who isnt worth my tears
I will be strong and live my life well without you
You were the one who chose this path
Takecare, Imy -

I am just too free at home everyday that I got the time to change my blogskin so often
And I accidentally came across this picture in my photobucket account
That makes me feel so uncomfortable and painful !
If you people remember, that's my leg that got so injured in last year March
Fucking disgusting and uncomfortable after seeing it


Missed yesterday's dinner, today's breakfast & lunch
And I feel like vomitting now ; Super uncomfortable in the tummy
I am very tired of all these kind of nonsenses that happens to me
I miss my friends that I havent meet up with for a long time
Friends are the ones who will stay by you no matter rain or shine <3
Waiting for time to pass to go down to meet my Girlfriends
Drilling above my unit is so fucking irritating


♥ , heart to heart.


Thursday, October 8, 2009

Hougang point & Iluma
Thanks all my loves <3
Bad headache and gastric
I dont know whose fault but still
Were you the one whom i know ?
Suddenly I got no idea what have become of you
Whatever I say now, it is still the same
But I fucking dont feel good & I want to hear from you
I cant accept
Everything became just a dream
A very sweet dream that shattered into pieces

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Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Waking up early in the morning 8am to go Chinatown w Mother & friend
Back home in the afternoon, online to check mail
Hoping to get response from HQ, I am sick and tired of rotting everyday
Then had a sleep for about two hours and still feel tired

TanHuiJuan dont feel good ):
If it will always be the same as it used to be
I miss all the time we spent together, all the little small things
Going to sleep and waking up with you by my side
Having breakfast, watching you play dota, watch tv, playing w Poco, buy dinner back
Will things be like how it used to be?
Now I envy even my irritating sister & her boyf.

Boring shit
Goodbye


♥ , heart to heart.


Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Over to Hgpt again in the late afternoon to meet Michelle after her work
Walk around in Ntuc, bought groceries and cabbed home due to the heavy-ness
Own made prata with valley chef hotdog and mayonise from Macs is yummy
Had a short nap / watch tv / online
Boring and lifeless at home everyday is so sucky
I have the feel to start working but Im still waiting for HQ to email me

What is love all about ;
Sharing happiness and sorrows ?
If one dont say how he/she is feeling, the other party wouldnt know ;
Even if how much the other party is concerned and wants to know

Feeling itchy in the throat
Goodbye

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Monday, October 5, 2009

Over to NTUC Hgpt to wait for Michelle love to end work, her first day in NTUC
Everybody asked me what I am doing all these stuffs
And I dont even know how I should reply them
I dont wish to let them know about I will be a supervisor
Making them feel uncomfortable talking to me
I just want to be a nice xiao mei to them

Brunch with Michelle at Kfc
Then down to Northpoint to meet up with Amy, Jerine & Xueying to HK Cafe
Amy's bf then came to fetch us over to her place & monopoly
They bully me and got so many properties and i got only the cheapo properties
Monopoly is tiring but fun with my loves =D

Back home around 10plus and packed dinner back for father
Feeling very tired and sleepy now
I hate it when my mind runs wild and crazy
The feeling sucks

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Sunday, October 4, 2009

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS MATHEW LEE KAR HOE

Gym-ed with Carrie love in the afternoon ; Auntie aw ! =p
Till around 3pm when we went off to Northpoint to meet Heechai & Roger
While walking to the bus stop, she make me an auntie together with her ):
Had laksa for lunch then packed dessert to eat and slack at the playground
Chit chat talk talk can be great too :D

Back home around evening, bathed and over to ah gong house
Talking with baobei cousin who made jelly for me <3

Insensitive i am sorry
I love you

Silence doesnt meant consent

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Saturday, October 3, 2009

Spent almost the whole day sleeping like a pig seriously bad
Went down for basketball with Zhaoxiang in the night
Everyone celebrating Mid-autumn festival playing with lantern
And I am just home and playing basketball
Boring shit ):

Goodbye

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Friday, October 2, 2009

Slept around 4am in the morning and woke up at 9.20am
Went down to AMK Kbox with Sister, Boyfriend and his friends : Gary & Kok Siang
Singing together makes me smile to myself like some dumb girl
The FIRST Boyfriend that I go Kbox with & sing together with
Be honoured please mr. Chia ! ;D
Watched Phobia 2 ; Lousy show - People, dont waste money watching

Back to Northpoint. Saw Junwei ! I miss bball ):
Boyfriend & Kok Siang went off for some Bbq
And i meet Roger then Welfred fetch us both to Marina Square
Dinner at Kenny Roger with 2Bs love before the 3 look-alike gets enlist

Went back to Northpoint and slacked at Mac
Back home sweet home around 12am just now

Feel unhappy but there is nothing I can do ~

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Thursday, October 1, 2009

Happy sweet 20th Birthday to Jiaxin (:
Happy Children's Day to the children

Home for the whole day except for going down to buy lunch and dinner
Packed food for both meals ; I still prefer home cooked food
Wasted the day away doing nothing
Did jumping jack, watched movies online, tv, facebook
Omg this is so lifeless
I wanna go sentosa !

Tomorrow shall not be a boring day
Goodbye

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