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i'm your soul.

HUIJUAN.Tan
#23
22.o5.1989


strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

hearts talking.


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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

The year is going to an end in 48hours time, how time flies
How I wish I can split myself into two
So that I can spend the last day of the year with different group of friends
Yes, I am so greedy but its always happiness to be w the great company

Xmas countdown w the guys : ChangLong, Junwei, Kelvin, Kenneth, Wahwee, Kaihuai
Therefore, have decided to countdown new year w 2Bs
Sorry guys, dont enjoy too much without me okay !

Feeling crazy about work stuffs sometimes that I felt like giving up
Work hard, chiong hard, earn money hard
Everything needs money & I wanna do lots of stuffs
CNY coming soon ; Shopping to be done
&&& I wanna get a new phone ! :D

Does little fights always develop into feelings


♥ , heart to heart.


Sunday, December 27, 2009

Famous amos is loveeee <3
Thanks many many ! :D

Working alone this morning w the super ultra stress.
The shoulder that aches so badly that I wanna die.
Is there anything that can help take away the aching.

Sometimes just dont feel good.
I dont see myself doing less work than the others.
Why is there the unfair treatment.
Of cause everyone is very nice to me here,
I dont know how I will be if I were to be transfered.
But still the unfair treatment makes me fuck up seriously.
And Im even doing much more work than some people out there.

I dont like on & off ;
Can it dont happen

Goodnights


♥ , heart to heart.


Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas to all my loved ones. <3

Gift exchange from Fairprice Ntuc

Downtown East with the great co. of loved ones on xmas eve.
Bbq chicken & bowling.
Great co. , Great fun !
Guan Yin Ma loves you all :D

Michelle Teh the evil laughter I missed

Cabbed back home at 1plus with Kenneth & Junwei.
Am tired very.
Another xmas celebration at workplace tmr.
Goodnights.


♥ , heart to heart.


Thursday, December 24, 2009

Shag from work ; Crazy work
Fucking tired and shoulder aches like mad
Moody ):
What is this feeling
Goodbye


♥ , heart to heart.


Wednesday, December 23, 2009



Finally a meet up with my loved ones.
Advance xmas gift exchange celebration at Amy's place.
XinWang then Tau Huay with Welfred & Shengzhi & Roger.
Great company great fun.
Many many more sessions okay !

I think I am super workaholic now.
Public Holidays also work ; Normal days also work OT.
& now am thinking to work on the 2nd day of CNY.
Tan Hui Juan is going mad.
BUT still people, ask me out ; I will for sure try to make it if i can.

My shoulder ache till I wanna scream.
Tell me what I can do to make the pain go away.

Goodnights

I WANNA MAKE SPECTACLES !!!


♥ , heart to heart.


Tuesday, December 15, 2009

I cannot understand why ; why there is love but making it as if there is no love
Does fighting and quarelling and screaming at one another shows love
We are all grown ups, why cant all just sit down and talk NICELY
Instead of all the pushings and shoutings
Do you people know how terrible I felt when you all behave this way
How fast my heart was thumping when I was actually in the bathroom
When I dash out seeing you people standing there crying
Tell me what I should do
Tell me what you people want
We all love one another, dont you
Why must this kind of thing happen again and again
I know I will break down with all these happenings and my stressful work

Lotsa stuffs to do at work and even had to do it at home late in the night
Had to do closing by myself is fucking stressful and very busy
Badly need to learn how to handle stress and situations
So going mad
Bye


♥ , heart to heart.


Monday, December 14, 2009

Been busy and stress at work
Headache till wanna bang the wall
Sleep and still dream about work stuffs
These arent cool ):
I badly need to learn how to handle stress


♥ , heart to heart.


Saturday, December 5, 2009

Happy 21st Birthday Ang Kah Wee !
You are old enough to stop acting cute =D

Finally after working for a month, I've got my first pay
Kushinbo buffet with Carrie & Michelle at Suntec City on Thursday
Salmon is loveeeeeeeeeeeeee <3
Excitedly wanted to shop but only bought two pair of black jeans and a bag
Paid back money and bills & i will be soon to be broke
More money to be gone tomorrow for my hair
Its time to save after all these cash flowing outwards

Work is getting stressful due to the reports and everything
I cant even have a good nights rest ; dreamt of work & reports
Mentally so very much tired everyday
Goodnights


♥ , heart to heart.


Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Happy 21st Birthday Kelvin Koh Sien Khai !
May all your wishes come true & dont be smelly huai ren anymore :D

First day of a brand new month.
Time flies, have been working for a month.
Glad that everything is still fine and in control.
Getting to work back with the old and new colleagues is great.
Though surely there are some un-nice ones but they cant affect me.
I will work hard to strive for what I want to be.

Waiting for pay day to come & it will be time to do some shopping.
To pay for my bills and to clear my debts.
Thank you people for all the help all this time.

I miss going out every weekend to nice places thou.
After work starts & everyone busy with their own stuffs.
So little time and chance to be out together or even just a simple dinner.
Miss my 2Bs & friends.

i think im used to the everyday thingy now.
what is this feel.


♥ , heart to heart.