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i'm your soul.

HUIJUAN.Tan
#23
22.o5.1989


strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

hearts talking.


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Saturday, January 30, 2010

Two days of Singapore Pools course finally ended
Have been falling asleep in class so much that the trainer keep looking at me
Everyday 9am to 5pm isnt fun but super tiring

Went to Amk Hub to movie with ChouBuLaJiXiangGuTou (:

Im feeling hungry now
Everyday maggie, Im so gonna grow more fat

Sometimes I cant read my own heart


♥ , heart to heart.


Friday, January 29, 2010







Neoprints w loves is double loveee. Eyeliner automatic & pretty automatic.
We should take neoprint more often :D

Gonna be more busy for the next two weeks thanks to Chinese New Year
Will be working till 12am for five days then till 2am for the days counting down to Cny
May my health be super fit so I wouldnt fall sick anytime between this period

Waiting for pay day
  • Get a new handphone ; E66 or E71 ?
  • Touch up on the growing out hair roots
  • Buy clothes for Cny + Dinner & Dance
Should I cut bangs ?
I dont want to regret after cutting it

Am always finding it hard to trust someone
Choubulajixianggutou


♥ , heart to heart.


Saturday, January 23, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAP XUEYING !
All the best to you.
With loves.

Another week have past, the weekends are here again
Sometimes work just make me feel sucky but I just have to endure
This is what I have chosen and I just have to accept it :)

CNY is coming real soon and I gotta be working till midnight soon
Shopping yet to be done and also for the Dinner & Dance on the 2nd day of CNY
Work is making me so very tired that I am lazy to go out even on my off day
No matter how many hours I sleep, I will still be damn tired

Read my heart for me
I dont know
I am happy as it is now (:


♥ , heart to heart.


Sunday, January 17, 2010
















Everyday is just work and work and work
I miss the time out with the guys and friends
Play basketball w the guys and just out slacking with the girls
Going into the working life, takes away a BIG part of my life

When you like someone, would you confess your love?
Or would you keep it in your heart and wait for I dont know what
Maybe just the actions is enough & do not have the need to delcare ?

Have been sleeping only at around 4am in the morning again
Addicted to some korean drama recommended by Kenneth
Finally finish watching & gonna start watching 海派甜心
Gonna burn midnight oil again, to chiong the drama

Would leaving be a better choice \ better prospect ?
I cant decide which will be the best route and its not fully up to me

Seriously do hope we will all still be sticky


♥ , heart to heart.


Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I just felt happy and smiled to myself.
Thanks to some ass.


♥ , heart to heart.


Saturday, January 9, 2010

Fucked up, very.
Falling sick makes me feel terrible.
Bad sore throat, flu + headache.
Couldnt get to sleep for the whole night.
It makes me even more fuck up when I have to go to work.
Even when I am already feeling so terrible.
Why is it so dumb now.
Seriously makes me feel super fed up.
Arrrggghhhh sucks !
My head hurts like crazy
): ): ):


♥ , heart to heart.


Friday, January 8, 2010

I dont understand why people can be so fucked up.
Talk so much nonsense when happy.
Give black face & scold people when unhappy.
Dont act as if like you are the big fuck out there okay.
It just makes people dislike you, more or even much more.

I am not so motivated & enthusiastic to go to work anymore.
Too tired seeing all sorts of true colors from people out there.
Sick and tired of the never ending naggings.

Am waiting for Feb to come so that I can upgrade my plan.
& to get a new phone but I dont know which to buy yet.
Suggestions please. (:

How to tell if a friend is true or fake ?
I seriously hope that all my friends are true.
Its really scary, very scary.
I treat all as true friends but what about my friends?

(L) JoleenTanMeiJing, I miss you many many!
We havent been really sitting down and talk for such a long time.
Can you stop acting busy & make some time to meet me.
I miss gossiping w you ; fighting w you ; quarelling w you !

If its not that way, why 24/7 ?
Seriously ass-ed.


♥ , heart to heart.


Sunday, January 3, 2010

Sighs I want back my phoneee
First time in my life, I lose my phone
That something that I cant live without
Something that is always with me 24/7
I miss my phone fucking badly
All my stuffs are stored in that phone
& its the phone that i liked the best
Arrrrgggghhhh
Fuck the person who took away my phone
Curse you ! I hate you !
I think Im so cursed and fucking sway
Its just not my day
I want my phone !!!


♥ , heart to heart.



HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY CARRIE.AW.QIURONG ^




♥ , heart to heart.


Friday, January 1, 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 !
Time flies so fast that a year have past & a new year arrives.
Wishing everyone a very happy & successful year ahead <3

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY CHANGLONG !
You're the first person to be 21st years old for the batch 1989.
May all your wishes come true & be happy :D
<3.>

Had countdown at Welfred's place
Everyone was so high like crazy when the clock strike 12am
I was the only one who arent high, dont ask me why coz I dont know
Miss seeing fireworks !
Supper at 400plus then Jiahao drove us home. Thanks you

Working working working today
Double pay :D but lazy to go work ):

New year resolutions is always say only

Goodbyeeeee


♥ , heart to heart.