* HUIJUAN

2011-10-30T20:55:00.002+08:00

Suddenly I feel like blogging or rather finally have the time to after so long.
Work is taking up so much of my time & energy that my daily routine is just work & home.
Unless its weekends & I will be with my Lgw after work.
There are always never ending tasks for me to do especially when it's month end.
I wished I can just work part time but there is no such thing as part time for my position.
Sometimes, its just so stress and tiring that the eyes will become 水翁翁.
Nothing is easy. Working hard to achieve what I want to be & I hope the day will come soon.

I am really glad that I've met this super nice boyfriend of mine, Shawn Liang Gong Wei.
From the very start even before we officially got together, there were already problems arising.
Its so hard to make a relationship work out well when there are people who're trying to spoil it.
I have no idea why I have to be in this kind of relationship. I just want a simple one, just 2 of us.
Even when we have already been together for 20months, the problem is still there.
This will always be the barrier between us I supposed.
I hope all these shits will end real soon so that there will be no more unhappiness.
Still, I will always remember all the sweetest thing that have happened & all that you have done for me. Always giving me the best of everything.
Thank you Baby.
Cant wait for the time for you to finish your NS then we can have more time together.

*I Love You*

2011-07-05T20:43:00.002+08:00

After 11 years later, I went to NDP again.
Thou this time is just the 3rd rehearsal but I think its quite great.
And even more great with my lover and sister and her bf.
Love the fireworks ! Nothing else can be nicer than fireworks.

Great time with my cashiers going to eat nice food.
Becoming more and more fat.
Love food, no choice.

Spent the whole weekend with Bf.
Its nice not having to work when Bf is out.
If not we wouldnt have time to be together.
I miss you baby.

2011-06-15T12:11:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th Months Baby.

I Love You.

Thanks for being for understanding even when I throw temper at you.

You will always do all you can to make me be happy.

I dont know how life will be like if I were to lose you one day.
Hoping that this will never ever happen.

I just wanna be with you for the rest of my life.

Busy working as usual. Store business have improved alot.

Workload increase alot too.
Hope my coming increment will increase alot too. =D

Going to HK next month ; company team leader retreat

Too bad I cant extend for additional 3 more days.

Money not enough. Thanks to some bastard cashier at work.

And I had to pay a sum of money. F you !

Shall save money for the trip with love overseas at the end of the year I hope.

Looking on the brighter side, my boss have been damn nice to me.

To the extend that people thinks that he is bias or that he only looks after me.

He is just very nice. Glad that Im working with nice boss at least.

Colleagues wont always be nice but a nice boss is good enough I guess.

I havent been meeting my friends as much as I used to like last time.

After starting this full time job and that having to work on weekends usually.

My life becomes like sleep -> work and vice versa.

Boring life I have thanks to work but I guess this is what everyone will become of when we grow.

Having to work so hard just to earn the money for our living.

Im always asking my cashiers ; why do we have to work. why everyth needs money.

It makes life so somehow miserable.

Money always cause things to turn from good to bad.

My dear friends, I miss you guys alot.

Though I have not been meeting you people but I do still treasure our friendship & I care.

My 2B love oness, my ite group of basketball buddies and all the many.

LOVEEE (:

Dear Boyfriend,

pls dont let my dream come true.

I need you ("v")

2011-04-18T16:53:00.002+08:00

Boy went outfield. Miss you Ah Liang. Hope you are feeling alright. Your friend will be fine in another place. R.I.P Stanley. Unknowingly, have been together with B for 14months. Totally didnt expected that we will come this far. Hope we will walk on forever together hand in hand. Loving you deeply always till the end of time. Only you can make me laugh my unhappiness away. Thanks Baby. Come back soon. Cant wait for you to be back. Its gonna be a fun week this weekend. C: Cant wait for the time to come. Happy ! Love.You.Liang.Gw

2011-03-23T14:30:00.003+08:00

Havent update my blog for 4 months.
Weekdays work work work.
Weekends meet Baby.

Baby went to India for 20days.
9 more days then he will be back.
Hope the time pass fast.
I miss you lots !
Thanks for all the everything.
Never expect that we will go through tgt all this time.
13 months and counting..
The little things is all the deep deep love.

Getting used to my work though the work load is still heavy
Still love my job
Hope the good news will come (:

Baby i miss you. Hurry back !

I miss the past w my GirlFriends.

2010-11-06T10:58:00.002+08:00

Have been busy working everyday from Monday to Saturday
Most of the stuffs are done. Waiting for staffs to report to the branch
Store will open around mid or late november
Gonna chiong like mad without any off days after this week of 5 off days
I miss meeting up with my friends
I love you boyfriend. Bringing me to shopping & buy clothes for me
Thanks for the everything Dearest
8 more days to 9 months <3

2010-10-25T20:35:00.002+08:00

nothing much to blog about, its always the same things happening
at serangoon doing set up since early october till now
opening will be on 18th nov. come and visit. happening very
work days will me monday to saturday for this month
being together with lgw is always the happiest moment
love you dearest.

2010-10-08T18:33:00.002+08:00

Yes I know, my blog is dying.
Attached at Bedok branch since August and now its coming to an end.
Time to be over to my own home, Serangoon new branch for the setting up.
Soon my blog will be dead I supposed.
Once over to Serangoon, its gonna be "Rock & Roll " as what my boss said.
Busy very gonna be.
People, visit me at Serangoon.
No more Hougang point nor Amk Hub nor Bedok.
Looking forward to go to my new home.

And yes, I am still with my Lgw.
First time that I am in a r/s for 8months & counting.
Thank you for the everything that you've done for me.
I love you dearest. ("v")

2010-07-22T23:18:00.005+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday Kenneth Tang !
Waiting for your good news ahh (:

Back from Ho Chi Minh City & I dont want to be there again
It is quite nice but one time to experience is enough for me
First time to take aeroplane :D

Attached at Bedok branch for two weeks
After this dont know go which branch anymore
Thrown here and there; dislike !

Couldnt believe that we've been together for 5months
Thanks for letting me believe in everything
Iloveyou Dearest

I miss you guys. Changlong,Edric,Junwei,Kelvin,Kenneth,Wahwee
Hope to see you all real soon.
Dont enjoy too much without me ahh. :)

Work have taken up so much of my time that its so hard to meet my friends
I hope my friends will understand.

Goodnights

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2010-07-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

Certified Service Professional course from 28th june to 2nd july
Was super tiring that I blacked out on the last day of the course
In the train, on the way down to Redhill with my cashier
Blacked out and start to have high fever all the way for 4days
I dont know who knows, who bothers & where are my friends
Who reads my blog and who cares?

Boyfriend POP already.
& thanks to the stupid fever, he had to take care of me for the whole night
wipe me with wet ice cold water handkechief
Thank you very much my love !

Everyday with boyfriend during his block leave
Now he is posted to another camp & have to stay in
So not used to it again

Flying to vietnam at 7.3oam later & have to be at the airport at 5.35am
Have yet to pack my stuff
Tired, stomach cramp & lazy
I want you ! ("v")

My friends, I miss the time when we always meet up.

2010-06-22T00:39:00.002+08:00

Two hands to clap

Two hearts to love

Everything to do together is just sweet

Who will cry with you & hug you so tightly

You will feel that you've found the right one

I just want to be with you for the rest of my life

Promise, I will never leave you, Liang Gong Wei ("v")

2010-06-04T16:42:00.002+08:00

BHG sales ! :D

30% discount for most of the things

Happy shopping yesterday.

Meeting for Hnex at Rochor with the Exec.s & Team Leaders

Big happening, gonna be so busy and tiring

Team buildings and more meetings to come

Waiting for Liang G.w to be out from the jungle

I want to see your name appearing when my phone rings

We are going to have so little time together thanks to work

Dont like !

Faster come back home

2010-06-01T21:31:00.002+08:00

Genting from 28th to 30th May.

Back to work on 31st May at Hgpt.

Today attached to Hamk permanently till Hnex(Serangoon) opens.

Bad news ; sad news

Initially was 2months to be attached to Hamk.

Now Im permanently attached till end of year ):

I want my colleagues in Hgpt & more time w love one.

Now Im gonna have so super little time w love.

Love is out in the jungle now.

Please take good care of yourself in the jungle.

Miss you alot !

I miss my girls !

2010-05-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday ; Officially 21 years old !

Love the celebration at my place with all loved ones.

Thanks everyone for attending & I love all the presents.

2010-05-21T19:25:00.002+08:00

Past few days, tried to persuade both boss to let me stay at Hgpt ;

Instead of transferring to Serangoon new branch & to be attached to Hamk

Mission FAILED ):

Both boss wants to bring me over with them

But I am feeling uncomfortable about going over to Hamk

Dont like, very dont like, super dont like !

Gonna be 21 years old in hours time

Excited + nervous + happy

Celebration at home with all loved ones

Waiting for boyfriend to book out

Loveeee

2010-05-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

Advance birthday celebration for boyfriend with his family

Bought this chio watch above for him ; I wanna get one chio one for myself too !

Late night movie then back over to his place for the night

Dim sum for brunch with his cousins at Chinatown

We ate so damn alot of siew mai that im scared of siew mai now

Back home and over to Ah Gong house for the day

Over to Bii's place again around 8pm to accompany him

Left his place around 10pm, he cabbed me back home & he booked in

Cheer up :D

Your girlfriend is here ("v")

Loveeee you !

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Confirmed to be attached to HAMK from 1st June

Reluctant to go ):

I know I need to learn to be independent but I am really not feeling good

28th to 30th May in Genting

31st May work at Hgpt ; 1st June to HAMK

I dont want

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Tan Hui Juan's 21st Birthday is on 22nd May, Saturday

All love ones please attend

2010-05-10T22:12:00.002+08:00

was unhappy at work ):

i guess this is what i have to go through to grow up

cant understand what people think

sick again

high fever, throat pain, body ache, headache

worked halfway went to see doctor and back home

thanks all the people taking care of me & trying to make me smile

was feeling too terrible

wished so much you are out here with me

2010-05-09T00:02:00.001+08:00

Dinner w boyfriend and his family is loved :D ("v")

cant wait for next weekend to come.

want to see that expression on your face.

loveeee.

2010-04-30T13:12:00.002+08:00

Too slack and boring week for me

Monday went to work as usual and cramps started

Tuesday had bad terrible stomach cramp and went to the doctor

Doctor said I should go for the dont know what scan ):

Got two days MC and so I could only rot at home

Thursday was my Off day, met up with girls for dinner at Yishun

And today is my Family Leave day

For a week, I've only worked for a day

Seriously bored & makes me dont have the mood to go back to work

Why is there no family love?

Even is there is, I dont feel any at all

Dislikes x 34098765456

& JoleenTan make me teared !

Remember you owe me a fuck up painting

Thanks you many for listening to my complaints

I couldnt get to sleep and flooded boyf w texts when he is in Tekong soundly asleep

Thanks for the love you gave me and make me feel better

Sometimes when you arent by my side, it doesnt feel good

The sun is so fucking terribly scorching hot now

Headache ; dont feel good

2010-04-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

who are the ones who can really understand you
know your difficulties & understand why you do something
having to look at people's face at work is enough
fuck up everything

unhappy

2010-04-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

Off day

Buffet at Kushino

Shopping at Suntec City

Bought blouse, black long pants, shoe & slippers

I wanna get the red and green slippers from four skin/(s)

Finally meet up with my loved ones

Dinner at Sbw Astons then Icekimo

I love the time with all of you

Love ones, please do what is good for you

Be influenced by the good ones & not the unhealthy one

("v")

Boyfriend is finally coming out tomorrow

Little time to be together this week

All coz I got no off days on weekend for this week

Shoulder ache ):

More or less confirmed going to Genting

Attached to Amk branch in June

Goodnights

2010-04-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

Only able to update on my off day

Time past so fast that Ive been with Hgpt for about half a year already

Working days are always busy and gonna be more busy

- Reports to be learned and must know how to do

- Teaching new trainees

- Attached to Ang Mo Kio for 2 months most probably in May

Birthday leave and Annual leave still pending

Now I dont know if I can make it to Genting

If I cant get leave, the whole trip will be cancelled

I dont want to be the spoiler but I dont really feel like going anyway

Boyfriend is sick

Get well soon lovee

2010-03-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

Yes its my off day

If not I will be passing around my germs in Fairprice

Still the sexy voice is here

The stupid sorethroat & cough just wouldnt go away

Thanks to all the hao liao yesterday ( Ah gong's bdae )

Had cereal prawn, chilli crab, curry, bbq chicky wings, prawn ball

Tell me how to get well ; I also dont know

Morning, boyfriend booked out and cab over to fetch me

Then over to his place and eat w his big family at coffeeshop

Out to Ang Mo Kio Hub walk walk

Bought some snacks then back to his place to rest

Banana doughnut from Crystal Jade is nice :D

Late evening, accompanied him to Pasir Ris then bus-ed back home

Time spent is short but full of loveeeee ("v")

I wanna poke you !

Thursday faster come.

Goodnightssss

2010-03-26T00:35:00.000+08:00

Went to the doctor again

Two days MC but still went to work today

Sexy voice I have now

Shall be good and stay at home tomorrow

Celebrating Ah Gong's birthday too

If I eat all the food, I think I will never recover

I miss you lgw. ("v")

2010-03-24T12:31:00.002+08:00

internet down for a week and its finally up now

sick girl again ):

bad sorethroat, fever, body ache, sexy man voice

two days mc but will be back to work tmr if im fine

short time spent w boyfriend last week

he only books out on saturday and have to book in on sunday

went down to fetch him at pasir ris then back to his place

dinner at love's place w his family is lovee

sunday, coming over to fetch me then lunch and send me to work

iloveyoupig

s.m.i.l.e (: i will be here for you

girls flew off to taiwan already

insufficient leave, if not i will be there w them

take good care and enjoy loves

very tired, feelin uncomfortable

being sick sucks big time ):

i want you.

2010-03-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

Saturday

Day spent with lovee

Came over to fetch me then over to Hgpt

Cine for lunch at Xin Wang & bumped into Ding, Chai & Jk

Watched Happy Go Lucky then walk around

Over to Pasir Ris for Michelle's birthday party at Costa Sands

Finally a short meet up with Long & Junwei

Please plan a gathering soon soon soon Mr. Tan Junwei

Movie again at Amk Hub then cab back home at 1plus midnight

Though we spent the whole day together

But it still feels like the time is so short

Spending time with each other is always never enough

Sunday

Lovee came over to fetch me then over to Hgpt for lunch

Little short time together as I have to work

& he have to book in

Time pass real fast when he is out of camp

& its off day tomorrow

Will be out with mummy to auntie's place

Hope to do a little shopping

I need clothes very badly ):

Recruit Liang G.w , Please take good care of yourself though you are already sick

Hearing your voice changed so much is terrible

Hope you will recover very soon

I miss you

Arent feeling well now

Feel like vomiting and my head hurts

Goodnights

I miss my many friends

2010-03-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

Chalet Bbq was fun

Except that my hand muscle ache like mad

& that I lose money when we gamble

Nevermind, its the happiness that is important (:

But work isnt fine now

Hoping that the new branch will be opened real soon

& that I can be transfered over there

Getting more and more dislike about the people here

Try to backstab me, I think you will be the one to get it :)

Boyfriend is finally out !

Meet him at Pasir Ris then cabbed back to his area

Dinner with his family then over to place then to hgpt

Pigpigpig, I miss you many many

I wished the time can just stop here

Goodnights

2010-03-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

This lady here fall sick again ):

Everyone at work says my face is pale

Hate to have flu

Couldnt really sleep for the whole night

Nose block till I cant breathe

Terrible, very torture

And my stupid gum have to add on to the torture

I dont know if its the wisdom tooth or am I too heaty

The gum area just hurts damn so very badly

Didnt want to let you know that Im sick

Didnt want you to worry about me out here

But my voice couldnt hide that Im down w bad flu

I am still fit ! Dont worry about me, lovee :)

Working early in the morning tomorrow

Then going to chalet w colleagues

Hoping to have lots of fun

The nice and funny aunties always make me laugh

But my colleagues ( partners ) let me feel that they are becoming more shit

Dislike going to work and to see their faces now

Sometimes I wish I can stay in Hougang Point

Sometimes I wish I will be transfered over to the new branch

Confirmed namelist will be out next month

Lets see where will I be

Pray for the best !

2 more days & my love will be out :D

Shall have a happy happy weekend

If only I can be off from work for both Sat and Sun

Goodnights all my loves

2010-03-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

Babies never fail to brighten up my day.

Can I be a nanny instead of working out there?

I wanna eat crab ; cereal prawn ; prawn roll !

Miss poking you ("v")

2010-03-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

Hate the fucking bad stomach cramp

Wished so much I can just stay at home and rest

Goodnights

2010-03-06T00:14:00.002+08:00

Off from work

Prayers with Mummy & Father in the morning

Compass point to buy stuffs and Mac Breakfast

Mummy went work, Father went for hair cut

Cab home myself ; Waited so ultra long for the cab

When I got home, the hashbrown tasted like shit

Reports and planning of rosters to be learned

The reports are crazy with many many data and charts

Roster for the 6 trolley boys is still alright

But for the roster of about 60 cashiers, I think I will go mad !

Have to learn everything properly before I get transfered.

Sadly my off day was spent rotting at home

And with the stupid stomach cramp

Makes me just feel like sleeping all the time

And wished loveee is out here with me

Teared when you called me ):

I always feel like shit when its nearing to the time of the month

Liang G.w , imissyou.

cant wait for friday to come.

to see how the black botak looks like now.

2010-03-03T23:03:00.002+08:00

Pissed with my colleague. Sucks !

You think you are the only one doing work ?

Fucking spoil my mood when I was feeling good.

Damn you.

Full of shit people around.

I wished my pig pig is out here with me.

He would turn my mood back to normal.

Cry together, laugh together.

Loveeee.

8 more days !

Hurry out, I wanna poke you !

2010-03-01T13:45:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of the Chinese Lunar New Year

Visiting with the girls to one anothers' place

After last stop at my place

Partyworld-ed till 1.30am with Amy, Wendy & Xueying

Many loveeee

Dont feel good whenever I hear you feeling terrible

Sighs. 11 more days to go !

I miss you as much as you miss me.

("v") gw.

2010-02-26T13:36:00.001+08:00

Boyfriend enlisted.

Sending him into Tekong isnt cool.

The feeling just sucks terribly.

& sucks even more knowing that he isnt feeling good inside.

We both are so used to having each other around ;

That it is so hard to adapt now.

Dearest, I hope you will get used to it real soon.

Jiayou my lovee. ("v")

I miss you !

Waiting for you to be out on 12th March.

I wished I can be free from work for a few days.

Couldnt concentrate in my work.

The tears is the worse part while at work.

Sighs.

2010-02-23T01:55:00.002+08:00

I didnt know I will feel so terrible till the day came nearer

Can the time just stop here

I want you !

2010-02-22T02:04:00.002+08:00

Loveee gw.

Chicky Rice & Movie at Downtown East.

Whitesands then home sweet home for prayers.

Sorry JoleenTan lovee, I couldnt make it down.

You know I love you

& ti gong will tia you okay

Be more gong and ti gong will tia you more

Happy Sweet 21st Birthday ! *muacksssss

to that tom who tagged me.

just fuck off.

i dont need your crap here.

2010-02-19T00:56:00.002+08:00

Have been covering night shift for a colleague who's on MC

Make me so unable to meet my loveee ones

Dont enjoy too much without me !

I am so very tired working night shift everyday

& next week without pig working with me

The more I will be sian and tired to work till closing

I realised all of my new shopped stuffs are chosen by that pig

Everything he likes, like he's the one wearing or using it

Hahaha lovee you (:

I dont want time to pass so fast

I dont want 25th Feb to come

What if I run away ? :p

2010-02-16T01:02:00.002+08:00

Loveee owes me two million dollars :D

Just want to be in your arms

("v")

2010-02-14T23:41:00.004+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year ;

Happy Valentine's Day.

Special Day ;

Special You & Me.

Remember your promises made.

♥♥♥♥♥

Gw ("v")

2010-02-13T04:05:00.001+08:00

Bought E72 :D

Went Tampines with pig

Got heels from Charles & Keith

Work is crazy and very shag ):

Happy with you around

2010-02-11T18:56:00.004+08:00

OFF OFF OFF :D

Waking up at 9plus in the morning

Tv and online till 11plus then bathed and went out

Someone's lousy phone couldnt receive my msg

Down to Novena to meet that pig

A pig who will go shopping with me ;

Walk in and out of a shop with me ;

Choose shoes for me ;

Carry my bag for me ;

Pat on my back when I cough like an idiot ;

Buy " yu liao " *( fish food ) liang cha for me ;

Help me finish up my food ;

Feed me when I dont want to eat ;

Allowing me to poke him all the time ;

Making me smile whenever I look at him ;

This pig makes me happy (:

Do let me stay happy always always always

Remember your promises or you will roll !

Bought a pair of flats from Charles & Keith

Should have bought the pair of heels too

Might be getting it tomorrow at Compass point

I wanna get more clothes but I dont know where to get

Chinese New Year, 3more days

D&D, 4 more days

It is so damn the very fast

("v")

2010-02-10T02:13:00.002+08:00

Together we eat, we poke, we laugh

Making me happy always is what you have said

Remember your words or I will kill you

zHu.zHu.zHu

Should I get E72 now or later

Or should I get other phone

I dont know what I want

Work is crazy

Chiong like a mad cow everyday

I need more shopping

But have got no time & dont know where to shop

Block nose sucks

Im tired and Im bored

I wanna poke you !!!

2010-02-07T03:53:00.002+08:00

yes, you tried to explain everything to me

but nothing could go into my head

i didnt know i would be so affected

the more i am affected, the more i might just let go

very busy period at work

running here and there

very hungry now

gastric pain, head pain, throat pain

got no appetite

just fuck it seriously, sucks

2010-02-05T22:28:00.003+08:00

when things happen and you feel so fucking affected ,

the feeling just sucks !

when ("v") becomes broken ,

its because of what you did that make it happen.

if tears already rolled down even before the beginning,

will it be a happy ending?

i wished everything is not what it is.

fuck the terrible throat pain AGAIN & the bad headache now

2010-02-05T01:13:00.002+08:00

Shopping day w Audrey, Joleen & Carrie in the evening

Bought 2 dresses, 1 shorts & a leather jacket

Couldnt find any shoe that I like ):

Cny goods shopping at NTUC just now with family

Am recovering already

All thanks to the smelly liang cha that I was forced to drink

It really helped alot though it seriously made me feel like vomiting

Persistent ChouBuLaJiXiangGuTou

Anyway, wont be here as often anymore

Will be working till late midnight almost everyday

Takecare my friends and I miss you people

("v")

2010-02-01T00:05:00.001+08:00

Being sicked is such a torture and still having to work

I hate throat pain & flu

Hao tong ku

2010-01-30T00:02:00.002+08:00

Two days of Singapore Pools course finally ended

Have been falling asleep in class so much that the trainer keep looking at me

Everyday 9am to 5pm isnt fun but super tiring

Went to Amk Hub to movie with ChouBuLaJiXiangGuTou (:

Im feeling hungry now

Everyday maggie, Im so gonna grow more fat

Sometimes I cant read my own heart

2010-01-29T00:03:00.007+08:00

Neoprints w loves is double loveee. Eyeliner automatic & pretty automatic.

We should take neoprint more often :D

Gonna be more busy for the next two weeks thanks to Chinese New Year

Will be working till 12am for five days then till 2am for the days counting down to Cny

May my health be super fit so I wouldnt fall sick anytime between this period

Waiting for pay day

Get a new handphone ; E66 or E71 ?
Touch up on the growing out hair roots
Buy clothes for Cny + Dinner & Dance

Should I cut bangs ?

I dont want to regret after cutting it

Am always finding it hard to trust someone

Choubulajixianggutou

2010-01-23T01:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAP XUEYING !

All the best to you.

With loves.

Another week have past, the weekends are here again

Sometimes work just make me feel sucky but I just have to endure

This is what I have chosen and I just have to accept it :)

CNY is coming real soon and I gotta be working till midnight soon

Shopping yet to be done and also for the Dinner & Dance on the 2nd day of CNY

Work is making me so very tired that I am lazy to go out even on my off day

No matter how many hours I sleep, I will still be damn tired

Read my heart for me

I dont know

I am happy as it is now (:

2010-01-17T01:30:00.004+08:00

Everyday is just work and work and work

I miss the time out with the guys and friends

Play basketball w the guys and just out slacking with the girls

Going into the working life, takes away a BIG part of my life

When you like someone, would you confess your love?

Or would you keep it in your heart and wait for I dont know what

Maybe just the actions is enough & do not have the need to delcare ?

Have been sleeping only at around 4am in the morning again

Addicted to some korean drama recommended by Kenneth

Finally finish watching & gonna start watching 海派甜心

Gonna burn midnight oil again, to chiong the drama

Would leaving be a better choice \ better prospect ?

I cant decide which will be the best route and its not fully up to me

Seriously do hope we will all still be sticky

2010-01-13T01:58:00.000+08:00

I just felt happy and smiled to myself.

Thanks to some ass.

2010-01-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

Fucked up, very.

Falling sick makes me feel terrible.

Bad sore throat, flu + headache.

Couldnt get to sleep for the whole night.

It makes me even more fuck up when I have to go to work.

Even when I am already feeling so terrible.
Why is it so dumb now.

Seriously makes me feel super fed up.

Arrrggghhhh sucks !

My head hurts like crazy

): ): ):

2010-01-08T01:41:00.002+08:00

I dont understand why people can be so fucked up.

Talk so much nonsense when happy.

Give black face & scold people when unhappy.

Dont act as if like you are the big fuck out there okay.

It just makes people dislike you, more or even much more.

I am not so motivated & enthusiastic to go to work anymore.

Too tired seeing all sorts of true colors from people out there.

Sick and tired of the never ending naggings.

Am waiting for Feb to come so that I can upgrade my plan.

& to get a new phone but I dont know which to buy yet.

Suggestions please. (:

How to tell if a friend is true or fake ?

I seriously hope that all my friends are true.

Its really scary, very scary.

I treat all as true friends but what about my friends?

(L) JoleenTanMeiJing, I miss you many many!

We havent been really sitting down and talk for such a long time.

Can you stop acting busy & make some time to meet me.

I miss gossiping w you ; fighting w you ; quarelling w you !

If its not that way, why 24/7 ?

Seriously ass-ed.

2010-01-03T22:34:00.003+08:00

Sighs I want back my phoneee

First time in my life, I lose my phone

That something that I cant live without

Something that is always with me 24/7

I miss my phone fucking badly

All my stuffs are stored in that phone

& its the phone that i liked the best

Arrrrgggghhhh

Fuck the person who took away my phone

Curse you ! I hate you !

I think Im so cursed and fucking sway

Its just not my day

I want my phone !!!

2010-01-03T00:06:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY CARRIE.AW.QIURONG ^

2010-01-01T12:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 !

Time flies so fast that a year have past & a new year arrives.

Wishing everyone a very happy & successful year ahead <3

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY CHANGLONG !

You're the first person to be 21st years old for the batch 1989.

May all your wishes come true & be happy :D

<3.>

Had countdown at Welfred's place

Everyone was so high like crazy when the clock strike 12am

I was the only one who arent high, dont ask me why coz I dont know

Miss seeing fireworks !

Supper at 400plus then Jiahao drove us home. Thanks you

Working working working today

Double pay :D but lazy to go work ):

New year resolutions is always say only

Goodbyeeeee

2009-12-29T23:03:00.002+08:00

The year is going to an end in 48hours time, how time flies

How I wish I can split myself into two

So that I can spend the last day of the year with different group of friends

Yes, I am so greedy but its always happiness to be w the great company

Xmas countdown w the guys : ChangLong, Junwei, Kelvin, Kenneth, Wahwee, Kaihuai

Therefore, have decided to countdown new year w 2Bs

Sorry guys, dont enjoy too much without me okay !

Feeling crazy about work stuffs sometimes that I felt like giving up

Work hard, chiong hard, earn money hard

Everything needs money & I wanna do lots of stuffs

CNY coming soon ; Shopping to be done

&&& I wanna get a new phone ! :D

Does little fights always develop into feelings

2009-12-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

Famous amos is loveeee <3

Thanks many many ! :D

Working alone this morning w the super ultra stress.

The shoulder that aches so badly that I wanna die.

Is there anything that can help take away the aching.

Sometimes just dont feel good.

I dont see myself doing less work than the others.

Why is there the unfair treatment.

Of cause everyone is very nice to me here,

I dont know how I will be if I were to be transfered.

But still the unfair treatment makes me fuck up seriously.

And Im even doing much more work than some people out there.

I dont like on & off ;

Can it dont happen

Goodnights

2009-12-25T02:25:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas to all my loved ones. <3

Gift exchange from Fairprice Ntuc

Downtown East with the great co. of loved ones on xmas eve.

Bbq chicken & bowling.

Great co. , Great fun !

Guan Yin Ma loves you all :D

Michelle Teh the evil laughter I missed

Cabbed back home at 1plus with Kenneth & Junwei.

Am tired very.

Another xmas celebration at workplace tmr.

Goodnights.

2009-12-24T01:15:00.001+08:00

Shag from work ; Crazy work

Fucking tired and shoulder aches like mad

Moody ):

What is this feeling

Goodbye

2009-12-23T01:21:00.003+08:00

Finally a meet up with my loved ones.

Advance xmas gift exchange celebration at Amy's place.

XinWang then Tau Huay with Welfred & Shengzhi & Roger.

Great company great fun.

Many many more sessions okay !

I think I am super workaholic now.

Public Holidays also work ; Normal days also work OT.

& now am thinking to work on the 2nd day of CNY.

Tan Hui Juan is going mad.

BUT still people, ask me out ; I will for sure try to make it if i can.

My shoulder ache till I wanna scream.

Tell me what I can do to make the pain go away.

Goodnights

I WANNA MAKE SPECTACLES !!!

2009-12-15T12:17:00.002+08:00

I cannot understand why ; why there is love but making it as if there is no love

Does fighting and quarelling and screaming at one another shows love

We are all grown ups, why cant all just sit down and talk NICELY

Instead of all the pushings and shoutings

Do you people know how terrible I felt when you all behave this way

How fast my heart was thumping when I was actually in the bathroom

When I dash out seeing you people standing there crying

Tell me what I should do

Tell me what you people want

We all love one another, dont you

Why must this kind of thing happen again and again

I know I will break down with all these happenings and my stressful work

Lotsa stuffs to do at work and even had to do it at home late in the night

Had to do closing by myself is fucking stressful and very busy

Badly need to learn how to handle stress and situations

So going mad

Bye

2009-12-14T00:37:00.002+08:00

Been busy and stress at work

Headache till wanna bang the wall

Sleep and still dream about work stuffs

These arent cool ):

I badly need to learn how to handle stress

2009-12-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Ang Kah Wee !

You are old enough to stop acting cute =D

Finally after working for a month, I've got my first pay

Kushinbo buffet with Carrie & Michelle at Suntec City on Thursday

Salmon is loveeeeeeeeeeeeee <3

Excitedly wanted to shop but only bought two pair of black jeans and a bag

Paid back money and bills & i will be soon to be broke

More money to be gone tomorrow for my hair

Its time to save after all these cash flowing outwards

Work is getting stressful due to the reports and everything

I cant even have a good nights rest ; dreamt of work & reports

Mentally so very much tired everyday

Goodnights

2009-12-01T21:39:00.001+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Kelvin Koh Sien Khai !

May all your wishes come true & dont be smelly huai ren anymore :D

First day of a brand new month.

Time flies, have been working for a month.

Glad that everything is still fine and in control.

Getting to work back with the old and new colleagues is great.

Though surely there are some un-nice ones but they cant affect me.

I will work hard to strive for what I want to be.

Waiting for pay day to come & it will be time to do some shopping.

To pay for my bills and to clear my debts.

Thank you people for all the help all this time.

I miss going out every weekend to nice places thou.

After work starts & everyone busy with their own stuffs.

So little time and chance to be out together or even just a simple dinner.

Miss my 2Bs & friends.

i think im used to the everyday thingy now.

what is this feel.

2009-11-26T21:16:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to you.

Have been busy at work everyday.

Too tired from work that I've stop blogging everyday.

Worked from 6.30am to around 8pm today.

Super long hours but I am willing to do it.

No matter how hard things might be, I will still persevere.

I wanna be not just what I am now !

Love my job with the nice & fun colleagues around.

Goodbye.

2009-11-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY AUDREY WAI XIN NING.

LOVE YOU !

Busy working everyday.

Tan Hui Juan is officially a working lady now.

Worked exceptionally long today from 6.30am to 5pm.

Then back at 7.30pm to do the decorations for xmas tree.

Totally drained.

Love working life still.

With the nice youngsters all around.
Helping me do stuffs without complains.

& that devil woman should be coming back to work soon.

Feeling a little weird.

Well, goodnights.

2009-11-19T00:36:00.003+08:00

Hello people, I am back to blog (:

Havent been blogging daily like I used to ; cause of work

Everyday routine is work , eat , sleep , facebook , tv

Am still fine at work without any nonsense problem

& the BEST news I've got is that I will be transferred to the new branch next year

&& the BEST BEST is that the * devil * will be going over too

WELL DONE right ! I am so fucking lucky and I dont know why

Maybe I dont hate her as much anymore after not seeing her for a year

And even now when I am back at work

I can only accept it that I have to work with her

Do my job well and not let her have any chance to find fault with me

Tan Hui Juan will do a good job !

& I miss the cute little dog that I wouldnt get the chance to see anymore I guess ):

Suddenly miss ________ the day before yestersday

I miss meeting up with friends to slack & even just for dinner

After starting to work, I seemed to have stop seeing my loved ones for quite some time

Hope to see you people soon

Looking forward to 4th Dec ; Pay Day

The many things that needs to be done ; many money to be flowing out

Goodnights

2009-11-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

Fuck fuck fuck !

Blocked & runny nose since yesterday midnight.

Couldnt get to sleep well and to have enough rest.

Worked from 9 to 5.30pm today.

Baby Irrfan was here. Super cute boy.

Had dinner at Ah gong house then back home slack & sleep.

Blocked & runny nose + sore throat now.

I dont wanna fall sick !

I wanna be free from MCs.

Arrrggghhhh.

2009-11-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

Off day.

Woke up at 9plus in the morning.

Rot for like half of the day, watching 500days of summer & facebook.

Out in the evening, meet up Changlong, Edric, Junwei, Kai Huai, Kelvin, Kenneth & Ys.

Dinner at Macdonalds. Crazy over the monopoly thingy.

Watched movie : My girlfriend is an agent.

People should go & watch it. Its a nice and funny show.

Left around 9plus all thanks to work tomorrow at 9am.

Goodnights, time to bed.

2009-11-11T22:36:00.001+08:00

swollen finger, i dont know what's wrong with it

so fucking pain till my tears roll out

fuck it

2009-11-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

Nothing happening.

Worked from 2.30pm to 10.45pm.

Learning new things at work everyday.

Hope I wont be transfered out to other branch next time.

Goodbye.

2009-11-08T23:52:00.002+08:00

7th Nov 2009

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TAN JUI KERN (:

Early in the morning, went down to Yishun sports hall for Fairprice Netball match.

Got into the semi finals but sad to say, not into the Top 3.

Everything ended only around 2.30pm then bus-ed back home.

Sleep for one hour before heading out to Plaza Sing. to meet up with 2bs.

Celebrated Juikern's birthday at Pizza Hut.

Finally got to see the 3 botaks.

Went over to Ah Chew dessert place at Bugis to have dessert.

Then back home around 12plus midnight.

Washed up and off to bed.

Super tired day.

Today

Early in the morning again, woke up at 6.10am to prepare for work.

Worked till 3.20pm in the afternoon and back home.

Bathed and over to Ah Gong place.

Cute little baby came. Took photos, too lazy to upload.

Babies change and grow up so fast.

Babies make me super happy :D

Dinner then came back over to sleep.

Slept for 3hours and I am still yawning badly now.

Super tired woman here is going crazy soon.

I dont want to hurt you or anyone else.

You did alot, i know.

Its just too hard to love.

Dead heart I have. (:

Let nature take its cause.

2009-11-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

worked from 3pm to 12am

nice engkim auntie waited for me for 30mins to acc me walk back home

very tired and have to wake up at 6am tomorrow for fairprice netball competition

fucking bad mood now

sucks ! @#$%^\&* its always the fucking money problem

always quarelling because of money and my sucks attitude

& i was so unlucky that my shoe's sole came off on my way to work

spent 20 bucks buying a new pair

that make me fucking bankrupt now

ARRGGGGHHHH

2009-11-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Thank you for the much many efforts you put in for the above.

& waited for me for hours again when I only meet you for less than 30mins.

Went over to Hgpt around 4.30pm to meet up with Catherine.

Cabbed down to Kallang Netball Club and had the training.

Played match with the team having their practise there.

Finished everything only around 9.30pm.

Was in rain most of the time that I had headache.

Bused back home.

Had a long long chat with Catherine on the journey back.

Lots of stuffs I should learn in order to go far & strive.

Goodnights.

2009-11-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

OFF day ! But woke up around 9plus in the morning, couldnt sleep.

Arthur appeared under my block when we were supposed to meet at AMK.

Lunched and watched movie : Poker King.

Back to Northpoint walk walk then I went to meet my girls for dinner.

Waited for that asshole Joleen <3

Cam-whore, chit chat then all left for home sweet home.

Arthur GAY meet me at interchange then fetch me back.

Thanks.

I didnt know what to do when I saw you.

Maybe I will become stronger though I feel sucky after bumping into you.

Fuck it.

Goodbye.

2009-11-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

The above is done by Uncle Rayden Sticky :D

Supposed to work from 9am to 5plus in the evening

But stupidly went at 7am cause of the stupid schedule so I ended at around 4pm

Chatted with Michelle during her lunch break then back home

Tired and shag till I dont feel like moving at all

Waking up early in the morning is killing me

But work is quite great, Im still loving my job except for the salary part

Back home, slack and sleep for like less than 30mins

Wake up watched tv then Arthur asked me to go down to meet him

Bathed went down and he passed me 6 Subway cookies and 2bottles of chrys tea

Went to pack food for father, slack awhile and back home

I dont know how he can wait for me for 2hours

Anyway thanks (:

Asked to join Fairprice's netball competition on coming Saturday

Training on coming Thursday

And I dont have to report to work on this both days

+ tomorrow is my OFF day

WOOHOOO =D

Goodnights

2009-11-02T22:40:00.002+08:00

Last training done.

Got to know many new friends & to keep in contact with.

Back to Hougang Point in the evening to meet Michelle.

Dinner at Sakae Sushi.

No more buffet for the month.

Seriously have to control so that I can slim down.

Hoping that the start of work will help me to eat less and lose weight.

Have been feeling very tired due to the everyday training and work.

That my mood become crazy and goes up & down.

Shall sleep by 12am.

Working at 7am in the morning tomorrow.

Goodnights.

2009-10-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENSON KANG ! :D

First day of work is GREAT though a little weird

Working back at the same place with the aunties and uncles

Learn new things ; paper works and calculation stuffs

Ended work around 6pm

& I've got OFF tomorrow finally

Am too shag and tired after the many days of trainings

Dinner over at ah gong house then back home and sleep

I am seriously very very tired

Goodbye

2009-10-29T23:55:00.002+08:00

Training today is fun and will be fun for tomorrow and monday.

The trainer will talk nonsense and joke around, much better than yesterday's.

And I am their " mamasan " cause I am the one who will be in charge of cashiers.

Got to know nice new friends. :D

Had laksa for lunch and I feel like vomiting since noon till now.

Arrggghh think I wouldnt be blogging much or coming online as often.

Super tiring ):

2009-10-28T21:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY WELFRED ONG !

Training from 9am to 5.30pm is killing me.

Its making me super tired and uncomfortable with backache.

Met new people at the orientation today.

Three or four more days of training to go.

I dont know how to survive these tiring training days.

And to work on the weekends straight without any rest day.

Arrrgghhh very very tired now.

2009-10-27T23:47:00.002+08:00

Bugis with Joleen in the afternoon to find the new training centre

Then dinner at Long John & slacked at void deck with the girls

Reached back home at 11plus just now

Okay, there is nothing interesting

I am very tired, slept around 7am in the morning again

Training at 9am tomorrow arent cool

Goodnight

2009-10-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

Flu for the whole day sucks + headache now. Fuck it !

Went down to Thomson to sign the letter of appointment in the afternoon.

Then over to Thomson Plaza for brunch and walk around.

Northpoint to meet up with JinEng & Fenn.

Walked over to Yishun park play swing, then to our old house.

Excited like a what only. Miss the childhood memories so.

Back to hougang and slacked till 12plus.

Thanks for accompanying me today.

But still, I wouldnt be nice to you as usual. :D

Goodbye.

Training starts on Wednesday onwards from 9 to 5pm.

Working starts on Saturday at 9am.

Which means I can still go out on Saturday evening.

Woohoo :D

2009-10-25T23:59:00.001+08:00

AMK Hub with Carrie & Jin De in the evening.

This auntie had to shop for shoes or she will have to walk barefooted to work. :D

Looking for a shoe last minute, double hard to look for a shoe that you like.

Had Andersons IceCream ; Banana Crunch !

Eat and slack at MOS Burger, listening to what people talking.

Gossip and laugh at people can be happy too.

Trained back to Khatib then took 854 back and slacked.

Home sweet home at 11.30pm.

Its time to change back my sleeping time though I think I wont.

Have been sleeping at around 7am in the morning recently.

Goodnights.

2009-10-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Crazily on phone till 6plus in the morning then went to bed.

Joleen Tan called and wake me up at 11plus cause of some idiot.

Out in the evening to Orchard with Carrie, Roger, Welfred & ZiYang.

Dinner at Fish & Co.

Saw lots of happening people in town.

World becoming upside down or is Gay in trend now?

Got back home around 11.30pm.

Am feeling very tired and headache now.

Hungry now cause I stupidly didnt finish the food just now.

Arrrggghhh ~

Is there something wrong with human's body ;

That makes people change very suddenly into another person.

Siao. Whats wrong with people.

Totally cannot stand attitude problem.

Bye. 12.51am.

2009-10-23T23:59:00.003+08:00

The chio lights & my beautiful legs :D

Movie at Causeway Point : with Carrie love & Arthur

Jalan Kayu with Roger, Wenjie, Zi Liang & Zi Yang

Back home sweet homee

Im tired but I dont feel like sleeping yet

Goodbye

Got news from Ntuc HQ in the afternoon

Medical report is out & I am fit

Going down to HQ to sign the letter of appointment

Training and work starts on 28th Oct, Wednesday

HUAT HUAT HUAT ! =D

2009-10-22T23:59:00.001+08:00

Sleep around 5am and woke up at 9am in the morning all thanks to the pain

So fucking pain that I cried ; Fuck it

Went to see doctor at noon and spent $51

Every month with this kind of pain is terrible

Parents are talking about the past

When mummy went to hospital to give birth to sister

Father had to take care of me and he is complaining that I keep crying

& I was so beaten by him during that period

Ke lian de xiao nv hai

Goodbye

2009-10-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

My chio laptop background :D

& stupid smelly Koh just scared me with a stupid video.

First time I got scared by this kind of stuffs. Arrrgghhhhh

My heart is still beating so hard now.

Staying at home everyday is making me crazy.

Everyday watching tv, surf the net & rot.

I want to go out and have fun !

Family planning to change new furnitures.

Hope I can get to paint the room with new chio colors.

Woohoo.

New chio house to be.

2009-10-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Falling asleep only at 4plus in the morning and could not sleep well

Super uncomfortable feeling ; dont like !

Wake up in the morning, nap in the afternoon

Supposed to be out running but always end up being lazy

Over to hougang point to buy dinner with sister

Bought cockles, unhealthy but taste nice

I want to start work soon with the nice aunties at Ntuc

The weather is super humid hot and sticky

Arrrrgggghhh boring

Goodbyes

2009-10-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

Everday rotting at home isnt fun, its making me grow fat

Waiting for the stupid medical report to be out

So that I can start going for training and start work

I miss meeting my loves for dinner

Goodbye

2009-10-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

Bad blocked nose during the night and couldnt sleep well

Over at ah gong house for the day

Ah gong cooked delicious mee rebus

Played badminton with little cousins

Am feeling super tired now but dont feel like sleeping yet

I dont want to sleep now and wake at midnight

Arrrggghhhh

Goodbye

2009-10-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Deepavali

Bugis-ed with Carrieaw in the afternoon

Dinner at Ministry Of Food

Walked over to Little India to train back together

Surrounded by all black black

Headache and very tired when got back home

Goodnights

2009-10-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Pre-employment check up is done

Reached there at 2.36pm and everything was done only at around 4.30pm

Had the stupid tests then waited for like 1hr to see the doctor for just 1minute

Walked over to Maxwell food centre after the check up with sister

We both thought the food is nice and famous there but turns out like terrible

The curry chicken noodle looks so nice but it totally dont taste like curry

If my mother opens a stall beside this lousy stall, confirm this stall will fold !

My mum's curry is the best =D

The only nice thing at the food centre is the sweet potato ball ; ultra the nice

Over to JJ's shop A.R.K to take a look then to the temple

Trained back home around evening

Shall be out tomorrow

Goodnights

2009-10-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

Dinner at Northpoint Kfc with my loves Wendy, Xueying, Dingjun, Amy & Francis.

Walk around up and down. Bought my nose stud again & again.

And lose it again and again. Hope this wont be gone again.

Over to Xueying's place to slack while she bath then Dingjun came to fetch us.

Went to Thomson for icecream at Icekimo.

The D24 Durian icecream is superb ! Ultra nice.

Slacked over there and back home around 11pm.

Ntuc Fairprice Headquarters called me to inform me about my position.

Going down for Pre-employment check-up tomorrow.

The report will be out within 5 working days.

Then signing of letter of appointment & commencement of work.

Im so gonna start my working life real soon ; Huat ah !

Tomorrow going down to Tanjong Pagar for the check up.

Asking for a favor suddenly seems so hard, what are friends for?

Treasure your friends & dont take people for granted.

Goodnights. Im tired.

2009-10-14T23:59:00.001+08:00

Grandmother's death anniversary.
Every aunty and uncle came to Grandfather's place.
Waking up at 8.30am in the morning and went over too.
Got busy till noon then finally rest & eat.
Basically, slacked at both Ah gong place and at home nua-ing.
Had lunch and dinner so on time today.
So full that I still feel very bloated and feel like vomiting now.
Great ! You pierced into my heart again.
What is your purpose ; I dont believe this is true.
Oh yes, I called and asked about my job.
The interviewer is out of town and will only be back next week.
Its confirmed that I will be working but have to wait till she is back.
Too much time for me to rest and slack isnt fun now.
My handphone line is so gonna get cut off real soon I supposed.
Arrrrgghh Fuck it , seriously feel like vomiting ):
And Im worried for my friend/kor, hoping to get news of you soon.
Goodbye.

Where did everyone disappeared to.
I dont remember having only so few people around me when im fine.
When you want to whine and complain, where is the people?